Girls' Day Out.

With only 6 hours of sleep the night before, I managed to wake up willingly and took my bath at 8 in the morning although it's pretty chilly at that point of time. Fetched Pui Yan, Audrey, Yi Theng and Yen Yee from their school and headed to the restaurant in Pudu. The waitress was weird in my opinion but anyhoos, that didn't ruin my day. (:

Walked to TS to find for PY's dress and got to know that the shop, Eve was no longer there. She was disappointed but we went to other shops to search for her dress. Headed to Voir, Nichii, Discreet, Sub and so on just to find for the dress but there wasn't much luck since she's picky too. x] So while waiting for her to try on one of the dresses..

.. took this picture which I personally think it's nice. :)

Decided to go to S. Wang and luck sided us as Eve was there. ;D Before we leave, took a picture of the forever-same-looking-Christmas-tree. -___-

I thought TS should change the design but apparently, the admin didn't. Pfft.

While waiting for this woman - who takes forever to try on the dresses at Eve..

We camwhored. x]

Yen Yee.Yi Theng.Audrey.

So she listened to our advices and bought her dress. Met up with Wai Xiang, Kah Hoong and Jia Yuan at Gasoline after that for a drink. Walked to Pavilion with them and on our way there..

took a picture with the christmas tree with the help of anonymous who happened to pass by us.

Reached Pavilion around 10 minutes later and saw the huge Christmas tree, only this time it's outside Pavilion.

Kudos to Kah Hoong for willing to help us. (:

Walked around and went to the ladies..

another nice shot. :D

Practically shopped around and went to O ChaCha for the second round's drink.

O ChaCha Rocks ; the drink that all five of us ordered.

Oh by the way, we met Kah Mun, Katrin, Stephanie and Xin Ni in Pavilion. Saw Wei Ann and Ee Lyn later on while resting.

Two groups of girls. (:My kindergarten mate, Kah Mun. (:

That's about it. Waited for Audrey's mom to fetch her and PY till 6ish. Ended up sitting at a bench in front of G2000 at 4th floor and chatted about various things. ;D It's a good day overall even if our feet hurt. x]

No Second Chance.

27th November marks the end of SPM for those who are in pure science classes and did not take extra subjects like accounts. ;p The ratio of people reading EST materials to people camwhoring, asking for signatures in the year books and so on are 1 : 10. No kidding.

The paper wasn't too difficult but now that SPM's ended, it means the days to the results are getting nearer. Right now, I shall forget about the results and start enjoying my life. (: Too bad I couldn't take anymore photos due to the lack of time and also the wrong mood.

Qi Jun ; She's got a gifted voice, really. (:I'll miss her and her weirdness and her missing in action most of the time and her interesting life and her drawings.. );
Don't ask why I looked like I was forced to smile but I like this picture. :D"Height problems. " Right. Him and his jokes. x]She's never nervous for her papers throughout the whole SPM. -____- "Dah hampir mati baru nak cari I lah!"
"Yes!" I've always wanted a picture at the corridor and now, I've gotten it. :D " Gila kuasa. Oh right, even the corridor revolves around her. " "She's got so many things to write but we're always cracking our heads to think what to write. "

So after EST 1, I was supposed to walk to the LRT station with someone but ended up that someone pulled out last minute without informing me beforehand - not till I called to ask. -.- Luckily Shin Ee's mom's willing to drop me off at the Pandan Jaya station. Thanks a million to Shin Ee and her mom! ;D

Took the LRT and met up with PYan at Hang Tuah's LRT station. I felt like a lost child when I wasn't sure which line to take. -__________-" Headed to Neway to scream and sing like nobody's business. We sure had lots of fun. ;p With a fixed phone, CAMWHORING IS A MUST.

me lah.
CPY-s who went nuts after SPM.
Mirror photo, as usual. x]

That's about it besides the dinner at Sek Yuen which made her choke after me saying something which sounded somewhat.. wrong. xD

And now, I have to take a good rest for tomorrow's outing. (:

P.S. To people who are taking accounts, all the best and good luck! ;D

Momentum.

I've learnt my lesson from Add Maths. Well, at least a little. Not much difference though. I am still awake to study - unwillingly. I wasn't procrastinating. I swear I wasn't. It's just that for the past few days, I have been having this unbearable stomach pain continuously and no, it's not the time of the month.

Well, I have been having such stomach problems since primary 6 and yet I am still not used to the pain. I thought one should be immune to something when it's being redundant and why am I still mourning everytime the pain comes back whenever it wants to? Maybe there's a monkey who enjoys jumping in my stomach, I don't know, really.

Flipping through the Physics book is such an enjoying way to spend my first few hours of 25th November 08. Bet most of them are sleeping soundly by now and are in Dreamland while I'm still with my beloved purple-coloured book which is half as thick as the Kamus Dewan.


And I am hungry. Rawr.

I am feeling depressed and lost.
I should learn how to give up and stop hoping.
I should stop being selfish.
I should give myself and others a chance.

I know I should and yet I'm not doing so.
I wish life is easy but it will never be.

Never is, never will. );

I want my life to be less dramatic. I want a peaceful life. I want to have a high EQ. I want to have the ability to smile even if everything's going to fall apart in a split second.


);

On Fridays.

Last Friday :

Woke up at 8 in the morning to go for Universal's Add Maths' last class. Was there till about 2. Supposed to meet up with PYan at Old Town at 1pm but ended up being late. But anyhoos, thanks Kai Vin for fetching me. :D Original plan was to study but we ended up talking till 6ish. Yes, we were aware that SPM is not over. Pfft.

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Yesterday :

Woke up at 8 something again for no reason and went out with parents at 11ish. Met up with PYan at 12 something and ate Hakka Lui Cha Rice. :D Taught me chapter 2 of Physics for a while and we went to Old Town with my mom later on. Universal for Physics' last class later on with PYan from 4 - 6ish.

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Next Friday :

I won't blog about it cause I've got no idea what's going to happen on that day. :D

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Random : It's so boring without having pictures to blog with. I want my phone fixed. T___T

Plans After 27th.

1. Outing with friends for movies and dress hunting.
2. Karaoke with tuition mates.
3. Genting trip.
4. SBU and SJI Senior Prom 08.
5. Learn how to ice-skate.
6. Start researching on which college to choose.
7. License, license.
8. Countdown.
9. Dancing lessons.
10. Piano and guitar lessons.
11. Professional make-up course.
12. Flexible part-time job.

I guess that's all. I am so greedy. In such a short time, it's almost impossible to do everything stated above but oh well, I'm just listing them. It's going to do no harm to me. ;p Whether my plans will be a success or not, that will be a different story. );

By the way, number 12 exists because up to number 11, EVERYTHING NEEDS MONEY. No permit and money, no talk.

Yes, this world is just so cruel. Or at least it is to me. Pfft.

I just went down to the gym room to further my diet plan not too long ago. I wanted to run for 30 minutes but I stopped after 10 minutes. Was dizzy after that and till now, I don't feel well.

And I need to resist the temptations of the good food in order to diet. But I don't seem to see it's working because I am still so round wtf. I really need someone to help me in losing weight. I don't wanna be called si bulat lah.



WHY AM I LIKE THAT? T________T"

Immoral Add Maths.

Add Maths 2 was a big fat immoral stack of papers today and to think we've taken our Moral paper. What a disgrace to the society. It ruined most of the fifth formers' lives. Driving them to crazy and I bet the papers were laughing at our dumbfounded expressions. To be honest, different emotions were shown out right after the evil paper.

Some were in a bad mood, some couldn't be bothered, some were busy discussing which one they've gotten wrong and some were just weeping away. As for me, I don't know what exactly gone wrong in my head. One minute I was tearing and the next I was reciting the Moral definitions out loud. I love being loud, mind you. Especially when the whole school only has form 5s and some teachers. Not like you can do that anymore next year, no? :)

Well at least after today, I can have a whole week to catch up with Electronics, Thermal Equilibrium and what nots. To the rest of my friends who are taking Biology and Chemistry.. I shall wish you good luck and sweet dreams about cells and atoms. ;p

Oh, and let's pray hard that Hong Seng will get well soon so that he doesn't need to spend another day doing his SPM papers in the hospital. :)

AM And PM.

No, it's not referring to morning or evening. It's Additional Mathematics and Pendidikan Moral. Some are most prolly sleeping and some are most prolly in front of the definitions and equations, while me, I am here to blog again. Blogging is really a good way of procrastinating relaxing right now.

Dear PY,

You're so screwed up. Why didn't you study when you had the ample time to do so? You're such a hopeless teenager and you deserve to die because of procrastination. It's all your fault and stupidity to be cramming every single thing into your tiny brain right now. Doing things at the eleventh hour again even though you've learnt your lesson before this. Or so I thought you had. Stop putting things off for goodness sake and do go back to the books right now.

From, PY.

I hope you would have admitted it. );

Don't Read If You're Sensitive.

Have you ever wondered what it felt like to be turned down by just a simple phrase, " I can't. " after going through all the plannings and uncertainties?



I have. In fact, we have.

It is not easy to come up with something together because we have to consider every single person and not just ourselves. We're not perfectionists, but we do want everyone to be there because this may be the last time together before going separate ways. And so, when we're finally done with setting the dates, we only need your answers and we hope it's a yes.

Well, it would be acceptable if we're given a reason whereby you do not have the green light for it or you'll be elsewhere with your family members. If you have your plans before ours, we would be okay with it too.

Unfortunately, you chose them over us. They planned later than us and we are the one who need to face the disappointments. As for us, we chose to leave the decisions to yourselves. No, we're not angry. We're just upset and tired of pursuading but it's alright. Sooner or later, we won't need to go through the rejections anymore.

We choose to stop caring. To those who are related to this post, no hard feelings. It's just me expressing how we really felt. Again, the decision is yours and whatever it is, we will respect it. After all, the most important thing is to enjoy after a whole year of books. :)

Anyhoos,my advice to everyone is to be considerate before finalising your decisions the next time you need to make one because sometimes, this world is not just about you. :)

Finally, my apologies for being harsh and I hope this post will not bring any negative effects after this. :)

To Release Stress.

My phone's a dead one now and her computer is dysfunctional.

We think we deserve a break after the first week of SPM. ;D

The Week Before SPM.

Salam Restu for the fifth formers - 7th Nov 08.

Omega, Gamma and Lambda. (:
Ex-Basketball Captain.My last locker at high school.Mine. :D

Messy Gamma.Inseparable. ;]

spammed tables.

the corridor I will miss.

hottest and coolest teacher. ;D

She's no longer the cheer teacher anymore. );

Kai Vin, one of the few people that contributes to the noise pollution.

the weirdo and the mad woman.

Shin Ee, Hazel and Nethiya.

The line was cut by the whole lot of them.

"Just For You" Concert for the fifth formers, by the PMR students. - 5th November 08.

Choir by the girls.Zhee Ann's artwork.And I used it to show it to the SPM papers. xDOpening act.. which I can't remember what's it called.Studying partner for a few weeks. :D

SPM : 8208 Hari Lagi.<3> Random picture of my noisy classmates.
favourite picture of the day.

If History's Ended, Then Math's Started.

3 Subjects gone officially. No complaints for the papers today but I better not jinx the upcoming papers. I only have 4 days of examinations left. Sounds good, no? But I still need to wait till 27th. Pfft. This week's almost over. Two more weeks and I'm officially out of secondary life. Actually, I'm not looking forward to leaving secondary school but oh well, life goes on.

I sound a little more sane today, which is pretty much a good sign. I shall now start reading Math. You heard me, it's READING. :D

English Is Back.

Okay, that's it. BM's over. Actually not that bad lah. In fact, I'm quite happy with the papers except for my second essay which is only 3 pages long. Hopefully it's good and detailed enough to score high marks. Really don't want to get an A2 for that. );

History 1 was okay. Well, I didn't read the textbook except for the form 5 "sudut maklumat" and Andrew Choo's History notes. At least I got more than 25 correct. Pfft. And it's out of 40. No joke. ;p

I know lah. Some of you people are like super smart and all. Laugh all you want but I am damn proud of it can? If cannot, please go and die. (:

I wanna be rude, cause I know I can. xD

SPM IS MAKING ME GO NUTS LAH. HAPPY?

back to history kthanksbye.

Kerana Esok Bahasa Melayu.

SPM bermula esok dan aku berasa bingung. Bingung kerana aku masih boleh duduk di depan komputerku dan bukannya sedang menghafal Sejarah. KOMSAS aku entahlah hilang ke mana. Hancur masa depanku kalau aku masih bersikap demikian. Dahlah rakan-rakanku asyik menghantar SMS untuk mengucapkan "Selamat Berjaya" tetapi aku masih tidak serik lagi.

Bacalah buku, py, baca. Ilmu pelita hidup. Nak mampus ke? Aduhai. Punca penderitaanku sekarang bukannya SPM, tetapi Sejarah.

Three or Two?

Three days left and I feel like dying already but the other side of me wants to get over with it. I will only need to be in school for 6 days during SPM. Come to think of it, it's not that dreadful. ;p








Let's just make it two by the time i finish typing this post. xD

I Never Knew.

It's the last day of school for the fifth formers - of course, this excludes the SPM days. Back then when I was in Primary 6, I didn't have this melancholy feeling in me. All I ever remembered was that we are all going to be juniors in high school, no more being prefects, time to break the rules after obeying them for so long and things like that. And then, I asked myself if I would ever be able to survive in SMKSBU.

Today, I've proven myself that I managed to survive all the ups and downs in high school. All the unnecessary drama and hilarious moments are going to be memories. Memories that will bring me all the way back to high school someday. It is then I realised what does it really feel like to be parting away from the friends you've known for 5 years and I am thankful for keeping the friends I've spent 11 years with.

Salam Restu was held today. Just like in form 3, except this time, I know it will not repeat again. As usual, we asked for forgiveness and blessings from the teachers. No cryings, nothing. Not till I hugged my friends. Bev, I blame you. ); I've grown up with these people for this long and we're all going to move on with our own lives after SPM.

School's been the place that brought us together all this while. It is not just a typical building with badly-ventilated classes. It's a place where I have various experiences and lessons learnt, somewhere which I have spent a quarter of my life there or more likely, my second home. One thing I'm sure of is that I do not have any regret after leaving this school because I have managed to get what I've wanted.

Not because of getting top three in the inter-class choral speaking team. Not because I said I would join cheer when I was in primary school and I did. Not because I was being ambitious to be part of UBS and I succeeded. Not because of the straight As obtained during PMR. Not because I was determined to want the main character in the drama team and I've gotten it.

But it's the people I've met and the good ol' times we had together. After all, the journey is what matter most, not the outcome. Goodbye SBU. (:

So what if there are only 4 days to go?

This Time in Next 3 Weeks.

SPM will be over at that time. I can finally sleep soundly without having to worry about the studies. I don't need to be stressing over it anymore. I will most probably be exhausted after going out right after the final paper. Or maybe, I will be prepared to wake up early for the outing on the following day. Doesn't this sound so perfect and you feel like you're less stressed up now? (:












Too bad, we'll still have to go through the first 3 papers in 5 days time.

When Shits Come.

The SIX unlucky events today.

1. My fucking phone is spoilt, like really spoilt. I can't even switch it on now. SCREW YOU SE.

2. I could hardly breathe properly in the afternoon and that had distracted me from my studies.

3. I got sounded for nothing and yes, I'm very pissed till this moment.

4. I'm still having the headache I had since yesterday afternoon.

5. Whatever I've studied about History is now forgotten due to the unfortunate events.

6. SPM in 6 days and I'm so not ready for it.


I need to scream, kickbox and scream again.

When History Becomes Mystory.

Seriously, Everyone is Very Enthusiastic but Nervous about next Tuesday ... except for me.

What? Nobody told you what's going on in a week's time?

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SPM lah!

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Hijrah ialah sejenis pelarian mengikut pandangan Barat..

Hijrah ialah sejenis cara untuk mengelakkan diri daripada SPM mengikut pandangan Pui Ying.

JOM HIJRAH!

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Keep Surviving.

History is so entertaining and honestly, I enjoy reading it. Memorising the history textbooks is really an interesting way to cure boredom. I wish I can learn more about Malaysia in the future. I love history. (:

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History is so boring and honestly, I dread reading it. Memorising the history textbooks is really a stupid way to cure boredom. I wish I don't have to learn more about Malaysia in the future. I hate history. ):

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Eight days to the first three papers ; BM 1, History 1 and BM 2.

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days to SPM.