I hate to see you leaving this place because when you walked through the gate, there's no turning back anymore. We could only wish you with our last words through the railings. Never knew it would be such a huge impact to me or anyone of us.
but still, I wish you all the best in your future undertakings. I'm sure you will be fine in Russia but do come back. We're waiting for your return.
Keep in touch, friend. You've been a good one, really. :)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Before I Start.
Please note that if your instincts tell you that this is not something pleasant to be read, you may proceed to clicking the Red 'X' button on your top right side of the screen. If your curiosity is killing you, you can go ahead and read but if you're going to be angry after reading, blame yourself. I'm not responsible for your anger. I'm here in my blog pouring my train of thoughts and this is my freedom of speech.
Once upon a time, we were very excited and looking forward to the upcoming event. I was so excited that I willingly spent more time just to get everything done. I even imagined what will the situation be and tried to plan everything so that time will not be wasted in discussing on where to go or what to do. That was how eager I was towards this weekend.
Unfortunately, things changed. They disappoint us one by one. We still wished and prayed that they can make it but no, nothing worked out like how we planned it. From the number of people we asked, more than half gave a negative reply. The disappointments we've gotten from this time has once again, been added to our Disappointment Tank which is already 3/4 full. What we've felt a million times cannot be explained with just merely words. We've swallowed our own feelings back too many times and now, we've decided to stop doing so.
I don't blame any of you. To those who have tried your best to make it to this event, I would like to say thank you for trying so hard and sorry for all the trouble you had to go through even if it includes with debating parents and causing unnecessary fights. To those who didn't bother trying or could have gone but are not going, I would like to thank you as well for testing our patience and have proven to us that patience does has its limits. You guys have done a great job equally.
It's okay, we're cool with everything. We're used to all these anyway and now, we're going to stop doing things for your sakes. We won't bother. Even if we will, it will be only the few of us. If you want anything big, do it yourself and have a taste of what we've gone through.
And I'm not here to tell you everything's over because it's not. Unless you wish to call it off, then that's the end of everything. Otherwise, we're still us. All in all, I hope we won't be your once upon a time.
Have a great night.
Once upon a time, we were very excited and looking forward to the upcoming event. I was so excited that I willingly spent more time just to get everything done. I even imagined what will the situation be and tried to plan everything so that time will not be wasted in discussing on where to go or what to do. That was how eager I was towards this weekend.
Unfortunately, things changed. They disappoint us one by one. We still wished and prayed that they can make it but no, nothing worked out like how we planned it. From the number of people we asked, more than half gave a negative reply. The disappointments we've gotten from this time has once again, been added to our Disappointment Tank which is already 3/4 full. What we've felt a million times cannot be explained with just merely words. We've swallowed our own feelings back too many times and now, we've decided to stop doing so.
I don't blame any of you. To those who have tried your best to make it to this event, I would like to say thank you for trying so hard and sorry for all the trouble you had to go through even if it includes with debating parents and causing unnecessary fights. To those who didn't bother trying or could have gone but are not going, I would like to thank you as well for testing our patience and have proven to us that patience does has its limits. You guys have done a great job equally.
It's okay, we're cool with everything. We're used to all these anyway and now, we're going to stop doing things for your sakes. We won't bother. Even if we will, it will be only the few of us. If you want anything big, do it yourself and have a taste of what we've gone through.
And I'm not here to tell you everything's over because it's not. Unless you wish to call it off, then that's the end of everything. Otherwise, we're still us. All in all, I hope we won't be your once upon a time.
Have a great night.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Amis.
I'm done with my finals. Didn't do well I guess but hopefully I don't flunk it. Met Yi Hui at Masjid Jamek today. And then Wai Yuen and Philip at Hang Tuah's station. Reminds me of high school again. That made my day. :)
There are more friends of mine who left Malaysia to further their studies. Huey Shan's already in UK. Babe, I'm sorry for not being able to make it to your farewell because of you-know-what but I didn't forget to pray for you to have a safe flight. And God heard my prayers. You're safe and sound in UK now, at the same time, exploring that place. Enjoy aye!
I got to know that Shermaine and Gary have left for London and Russia respectively. I may not be close to them but still, I want to wish them all the best in their future undertakings. :)
As corny as it sounds, I still don't like to say goodbye. It sucks, really. I don't like seeing my friends leaving one by one. Even so, I still hope for the best for them. After all, friendship isn't measured by distance. Agree, no?
But sometimes I wonder much. I wonder if our friendship will last. I wonder if I will be forgotten. Memories of all of us are not one of the things that I wish to forget. I don't wish to be forgotten too. So someday if any of you are going to leave and may not be back anymore, I hope you don't forget our memories together.
And to those who're still going to be in Malaysia after years, don't lose touch. Don't say anything hurtful to each other. Think twice before you speak to your friend because you never know what he/she feels when you say something even if it means almost nothing to you. If you wish to take people for granted, think again. What do you gain? Nothing. You will only lose another friendship.
Think with your heart, not just with your head. You never know what you're missing out. I hope everyone who reads this will stop, look back to see what you've done in your life. What would your life be without great companions going through thick and thin with you? Appreciate before it's too late. You never know what happens the next second.
Have a great night. :)
There are more friends of mine who left Malaysia to further their studies. Huey Shan's already in UK. Babe, I'm sorry for not being able to make it to your farewell because of you-know-what but I didn't forget to pray for you to have a safe flight. And God heard my prayers. You're safe and sound in UK now, at the same time, exploring that place. Enjoy aye!
I got to know that Shermaine and Gary have left for London and Russia respectively. I may not be close to them but still, I want to wish them all the best in their future undertakings. :)
***
As corny as it sounds, I still don't like to say goodbye. It sucks, really. I don't like seeing my friends leaving one by one. Even so, I still hope for the best for them. After all, friendship isn't measured by distance. Agree, no?
But sometimes I wonder much. I wonder if our friendship will last. I wonder if I will be forgotten. Memories of all of us are not one of the things that I wish to forget. I don't wish to be forgotten too. So someday if any of you are going to leave and may not be back anymore, I hope you don't forget our memories together.
And to those who're still going to be in Malaysia after years, don't lose touch. Don't say anything hurtful to each other. Think twice before you speak to your friend because you never know what he/she feels when you say something even if it means almost nothing to you. If you wish to take people for granted, think again. What do you gain? Nothing. You will only lose another friendship.
Think with your heart, not just with your head. You never know what you're missing out. I hope everyone who reads this will stop, look back to see what you've done in your life. What would your life be without great companions going through thick and thin with you? Appreciate before it's too late. You never know what happens the next second.
Have a great night. :)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Final.
I'm left with one more paper and I'm totally free from piles of books notes. IT was bad. Well, not entirely bad but yeah, I pretty much screwed up a few questions which may end up losing more than 20 marks. Intro to Mass Comm was.. let's just forget about it. This paper sucked. I will be thankful if I managed to get an A-. *sighs*
Then again, I hope I will be able to stop studying at the eleventh hour for my final paper - The Modern Electronic Media. Gees. Studying last minute sucks. :(
But procrastination sucks more. D:
I shall now Facebook with Audrey to entertain her in Las Vegas. Poker. She wants to lose money to me. RAWRR!
Then again, I hope I will be able to stop studying at the eleventh hour for my final paper - The Modern Electronic Media. Gees. Studying last minute sucks. :(
But procrastination sucks more. D:
I shall now Facebook with Audrey to entertain her in Las Vegas. Poker. She wants to lose money to me. RAWRR!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
HE Drove Me Insane.
Not HE as in HE = Male = Guy = Boyfriend.
HE as in Hubungan Etnik. FYI, this is a compulsory subject for all who are taking Diploma in TARC. And I thought it will be easy if LAN doesn't exist in TARC.
Makes no difference now. Pfft. Oh well, at least I'm done with reading everything I need to now. :D Can't wait for this subject to end. In fact, can't wait for finals to end at all. Have a good night everyone. :D
HE as in Hubungan Etnik. FYI, this is a compulsory subject for all who are taking Diploma in TARC. And I thought it will be easy if LAN doesn't exist in TARC.
Makes no difference now. Pfft. Oh well, at least I'm done with reading everything I need to now. :D Can't wait for this subject to end. In fact, can't wait for finals to end at all. Have a good night everyone. :D
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
The ZSHY Man : Part 2.
To read part one, kindly click here.
When I said this to the ZSHY Man : Oh like that la nowww. Put C Yee Wont's pic. (somehow editted a little because I don't remember the exact words I said to him )
And he replied..
Gary says:
haha
cant meh
niow she change her hairstyle ad
lagi cantik weih
haha
Sorry that I didn't censor his name in order to protect his face-y but really, couldn't be bothered.
..and FYI, Chan Pui Ying paling suka accept dares like that. ;p
Too bad la Gary. Gone case for you. (:
When I said this to the ZSHY Man : Oh like that la nowww. Put C Yee Wont's pic. (somehow editted a little because I don't remember the exact words I said to him )
And he replied..
Gary says:
haha
cant meh
niow she change her hairstyle ad
lagi cantik weih
haha
Sorry that I didn't censor his name in order to protect his face-y but really, couldn't be bothered.
WHO ASK YOU TO DARE ME? XD
..and FYI, Chan Pui Ying paling suka accept dares like that. ;p
Too bad la Gary. Gone case for you. (:
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