It's Not Ours Anymore.

The date that used to be ours became a history now. Nothing but a whole lot of tears and unwanted memories. Maybe I've been telling everyone including myself that you're a screwed up past I'd never want to happen to me ever again. Maybe I ended up convincing myself that I've let go after so long. Again, I lied.

I have moved on but I hate the fact that you now belong to another girl. I'm selfish like that. I hate you so much right now it makes me feel sick.

That explains why I did not want to see you, ever. Even when you wanted to talk to me, I chose to avoid you just 'cause I don't want any flashbacks. And this is how much I hate you. I hate your existence and sometimes, I hope to get a memory loss just to erase you from my life.

I may be strong after all the shits but the cut was too deep. To heal it needs not just time, but someone who's willing to mend the broken heart.

I don't want just another past.

2nd Day.

Currently in old town waiting for food. I am very aware of the time but super hungry laa. I'm not gonna diet during cny! XD Lost 30 bucks in 2 days. Sakit hati to the max. T.T So to those who're gonna gamble with me soon, please let me win back my money k? XD

Food's here. Time to gobble them down the hungry stomach. XD

Monehhhh! ;D

Today's the first day of Chinese New Year a.k.a Chor Yat.

No sweeping..
No mopping the floor..
No washing hair and..



I can't remember other what nots. But I must emphasize that I am a PURE CHINESE. It's just that I'm having mind block a.t.m so can't seem to recall much. And, I slept at 6 this morning. So my brain is still in the I-Want-To-Sleep mode. :D

I think this is the first year where all my clothes are superbly casual and I kinda regretted it. Oh well, what's done is done. Cannot emo lah. :D

Anyhoos, to all the Chinese who are celebrating CNY..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

GONG HEI FATT CHOI!

GONG XI FA CAI!

Red, red packets with money. $.$

Just got home from the midnight movie ; All's Well End's Well 2009. Good way to start the CNY by laughing every shit off. :D I'm planning to stay up till 5 or 6 in the morning today. Just pray hard that I have the will to stay up without having a few companions. Going to the temple later for prayers.

Hopefully the 91 batch people will have a good year even though it's said to be the unluckiest batch. :D

CNY Eve.

My house is finally cleaned. I am so satisfied and proud of it. :D Despite the fact that it's superbly tiring to springclean for days and weeks just for CNY, it's all worth it. I can finally sit back and enjoy my CNY. Red packets, reunions and gambling from now on. Teeheeee.

I know you guys are as excited as I am kan kan kan? So don't complain about me being hyper here la okay? I am even more excited for my dinner now since my grandpa's cooking. Don't be jealous. xD

To everyone who's gone back to their hometowns, have a safe journey back to KL. ;D

CNY soon.

And the house is still in a mess but I believe it will be cleaned soon. Real soon. *wishes for a magic broomstick and 10 maids to do the cleaning*

Okay. I shall quit dreaming. Now if only CNY has nothing to do with cleaning up. It will be real fun. Gambling. Food. Drinking. Red packets. Moneyyyy. $.$

I know I haven't been blogging but seriously, you don't expect me to blog when I'm staying at home most of the time. Oh. FYI, I've finally finished my second driving lesson a.k.a the parking lesson. :D But I think I need to practise a million more times because I suck in it. After all, practise makes perfect, no? ;D

I'm sick. Please forgive my random moment and I. T___T

To Streamyx.

Fuck you for ruining my mood since last week till today.



I HOPE YOU'RE BANKCRUPT NOW.









Super mengdulankan sekarang la. TOLONG PERGI MAMPUS.

-___________________-

CNY Shopping.

Went out on Friday with Hazel, Terence and Kelvin. Dad was supposed to fetch me to TS but since he's not free, I had to take the LRT. Thank goodness Terence hadn't arrived. So waited for him and took the LRT together to Hang Tuah's station. Reached there and waited for Hazel and Shin Ee for almost an hour.

While waiting, we were entertained with each other's lameness. xD

Reflections of Terence and I.

Met up with Kelvin at TS later on and walked to S.Wang to search for CNY clothes. Shin Ee and Zewei joined us and left for work before 1. Was supposed to meet with Lisa and Sook Li but they couldn't bear waiting for us any longer in JJ and therefore, the plan was cancelled. Sorry girls! Visited Jason and Hazel's friend who worked in S.Wang. Kevin came to S.Wang to meet up with us later and we went to Low Yat to visit Yao Bang, Chee Fai and Chun Kitt.

Went to Pavilion after that. Went to EQ : IQ to visit Pui Yan and met up with Yao Yi there. They went walking from one end to the other and back to the food court just for lunch. -___- Saw ex seniors there.

Hazel and I.

After our lunchtime, PY called to say she's having breaktime now. So met up with her and Felicia at the main entrance and accompanied her to the nearby mamak stall during her break.

Felicia and I. She's leaving on Monday. T_____T
CPY-s. It's been a long time since we've camwhored. xD

Back to Pavilion and took some pictures before PY went back to work. Kevin and Kelvin left after mamak.

Felicia.

Terence. To get a nice picture with him was tough. VERY tough.

Yao Yi. First time meeting him after knowing him for quite some time.

Hazel.

Headed to the ladies before buying clothes from Padini. :D

3 different camerawomen. xD

Headed to Padini and managed to get 2 tops from there. ZW called and told us it was his break time. Since he had to break alone, we had to accompany him again. xD

Zewei. DKNY yo.

He had to eat donuts since we didn't want to go to Wong Kok Restaurant. xD While waiting for that guy to buy his donuts, we camwhored again.

Hazel and I.

Hazel, me, Yao Yi, Terence and Felicia.

Felicia candid-shot me. xD

We waited for a while more before going back all the way to TS.

Group picture.

Took SJ bus to Leisure Mall and shopped there. Met my ex-tuition friend, Ming Hoe, Wai Yuen and Philip. Went to Ambrosetti since Hazel need to find for James and saw Mei Yee there. :D

Went to the night market with Hazel and Chi Leong. Back to Leisure Mall and saw Kah Jun, Sue Anne, Philip, Ming Hui, Terence, Wai Yuen and Zi Kang. Went to Wong Kok ( I think ) for dinner but Hazel and I didn't order since I had to go soon and she had to watch late night movie. (:

SBU girls. Missed their presence. *sighs*

Before we left. 2 MBS guys and other SBUians. (:

Left right after they finish ordering. Good to see old faces again and nice meeting new people. :D

My Personalities.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

***

Yes, that's me as stated above. It's scary to know that such test can be freakishly true.

Hatred, Part 1.

I am feeling mixed up. I don't know how to start this post. I want to pour everything out but something keeps stopping me from doing so. I want to tell how much I hate 2009 now. I thought 2009 should be a better year compared to the previous one. Why is it not better? Everything seems to be worse than it already is now. Why can't I have a peaceful year just for once? This is so not fucking funny. Can life be any bitchier than it already is now? Because I'm fucking tired of life.

Maybe someday when the pace can slow down a little just for me to catch up with everything, I will then be ready to face those ups and downs again. But now, I want to stop giving a single damn about anything at all. I hate you 2009. I hope you're never here.


Messed up life, just leave me alone and I will fucking appreciate you.

Why do things have to end this way, always?

Job Hunting.

Dated back on the 7th January 09. Met up with Audrey, Yen Yee and Pui Yan at S.Wang after eating breakfast with Kelvin at TS. Supposingly breakfast at Sushi King but because it's not opened yet, ended up in Old Town. Went walking around with PYan and Kelvin while waiting for Audrey and Yen Yee to finish eating.

Was supposed to find for job but we filled in too many forms that I got tired of them. Moved on to Lot 10 to get Yi Theng's first birthday present and visited Wanqing at his working place. After that to Pavilion and saw the CNY decor.

Walked around for a while more to search for jobs and went to OChaCha. Besides ordering drinks, we went there to search for job also. PY and Aud bought the drinks for RM 12.50. I bought it for RM 15. T________T My change kena conned. T_____T

To Padini later on and Kevin, my long-time-no-see school friend, met up with us. Then proceeded to Pudu Plaza for Digi's interview.
We were against the law because there were 6 in the taxi. Kevin paid RM 10 for us. Thank you my angmoh friend. xD After the interview, went to Purple Cane Tea Restaurant for dinner.

To Ms. Chang Pui Yan, we were laughing at the name, not excited because we saw food. xD

Went home after that. Limited camwhoring picture because no mood since someone kept making me frustrated. *coughs*

So Which's Better?

Online at home in the room..?

OR

Online in Genting's Starbucks using the laptop while sipping on Chocolate Ice Blended?

I want to capture my moment going online in Starbucks but.. PAISEH la. T______T But I do enjoy.. making people jealous. People like.. JK and PY. xD


And I've just experienced another funniest conversation. This time, I will remember to save the conversation in Microsoft Word. :D

*edit*

Chimpanzee hereby declare.. Eventhough I have been very geng all the time but I had been defeated by Ivy girl.. as soon as today says:
i think the whole genting
u close ur eyes oso can walk there ad

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
yeah
now you know
=.=
i even know which hote lis where
hotel*
and i know first world got wht
i remember the shops
@@"

Chimpanzee hereby declare.. Eventhough I have been very geng all the time but I had been defeated by Ivy girl.. as soon as today says:
where is the casino?

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
got different places wan
vip punya is at highlands hotel
then the public one is near the indoor themepark
then first world also got their casino
first world's one is near famous amos

Chimpanzee hereby declare.. Eventhough I have been very geng all the time but I had been defeated by Ivy girl.. as soon as today says:
ok enuf...
expert sial...

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
thts why
=/
i told you im going to inherit genting
but you wont believe.
=.="

Chimpanzee hereby declare.. Eventhough I have been very geng all the time but I had been defeated by Ivy girl.. as soon as today says:
haiz
i giv up

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
on?

Chimpanzee hereby declare.. Eventhough I have been very geng all the time but I had been defeated by Ivy girl.. as soon as today says:
genting
lets change topic since u monopolise the whole genting...

p/s : Please don't kidnap me because I am NOT going to inherit Genting. Unless I'm going to date Uncle Lim's grandson. xD

p.p/s : NGAI CHIN HONG aka Chimpanzee gave up. xD

Pajama Party in Winter.

okay! the picture can be enlarged after all. :x

Details as below : -

Venue : Winter Bar @ Quattro, Avenue K ( Opposite of KLCC )

Date : 6th March 2009

Time : 9 pm till late night

Dresscode : Pajamas

Price : RM 70 ( including two complimentary drinks )

Temperature :

Main room @ +10 Degree Celcius

Snowing room @ -5 Degree Celcius

Climate : Mostly chilly with occasional snow

Besides enjoying the night with your friends, it's also a 'lock and key' party where the guys will hold the key and girls will have the locks to each key. The guys have to find their pairs by midnight!

Everyone is welcomed so whoever's interested, please contact me. Leave your details at the cbox. Thanks. (:

Believe It or Not?

I don't need to go to school anymore..

..
..
..
..
..

But, I don't feel happy. It's just so weird that my siblings will be awake in another few hours time to get ready for school while I will be sleeping soundly on my bed. No more sharing with your friends about what you've been doing during the previous holidays on the first day of school.

I want to go to school la. );

When The Throat Itches.

This reminded me of my cheer 08 times. No sufficient rest for me and after the competition, I lost my voice and all of my energy completely. That was one helluvah experience that I don't wish to go through ever again.

But now, I am as sick as I was last time. Coughing non-stop. Luckily I don't need to experience what I experienced last year or I swear I will eat 10 panadols at one shot.



And to whoever who passed the virus to me, screw you for ruining my third day of 2009. -__________-

Meet Lame King.

Terence Lee Kent Loong. 18. New friend of mine and he is the root of all lameness. Proven.

Lame Case 1 :

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
syok
:D
so lame king, eaten your dinner?

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
nop
oh lame king
i thought u were talking to me
sorry lame king not herela =P

Lame Case 2 :

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
omg.
so lame la you
xD
i am having.. takoyaki later.
=))
jealous or not?
or does lame king knows nothing? xD

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
i know
that
cotopus ball
:D

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
IT'S OCTOPUS BALL LA
not cotopus
xD

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
typo LAL
u lamer
=P

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
you lagi lame la okay
typo yg hebat
xD

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
...
APALA
Cotopus saja mah
u dono ah
Cotopus is similar ro an octopus
only difference is that it has 9 tentacles
=P

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
@@
this is so lame.
i shld blog abt it.
(:

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
ill be so famous after that
=P
faster lamela u

Lame Case 3 :


ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
im not giving you a chance to post anything abt me being lame

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
u lameeeee

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
because im not lame
=)

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
wait
yr lameness will kick in eventually
natural lameness

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
ahh.. i seee..
let us all wait.
=)
can i put your fullname?
=)

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
okla
can
i'll b famous

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
okay.
=D

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
i'll get inyo
into*
lamewood
with all d lame stars

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
@@
tht's so lame.
LOL.

Lame Case 4 :

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
eh
i dunno
how many lame cases you made la
shld i just copy paste all ar
xD

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
i'll b so famous
i can join american lamedol

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
@@

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
america's nx top lamer
britain's got lamers
ill be in all the reality shows LOL

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
@@

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
beauty and the lamer
i should make a new version of uno
lameno
ok wait..this is getting very lame..all yr faultla ish =P

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
LOL
ive more things to blog abt now xDDD
go ahead and be lame xD

Lame Case 5 :

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
wei
i got something to ask u
i got this from a friends
do u know whats the lamest joke in the world ?

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
i dunno

[MyFeS.INC]Ter - 'L' mates says:
the lamest joke in the world is
the lamest joke in the world lah
ish
=P

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
o.o"
i want to..
die.
your lameness
TOO
MUCH WOI
XD

New Year.

Today's a whole new year.




















I feel sleepy. Goodbye.