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Although I'm not a very patriotic person, in fact, I don't think I'm the least patriotic, but oh well, I'm still a Malaysian. Therefore,

Happy Merdeka!

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I am so lazy to blog nowadays. Yes, the laziness is here. Don't ask me how and why. I shall just blog when I feel like it because I've so many pending updates I don't think I would want to update on them anymore. xD

I wanna be loved again. ); This is so unfair. Seeing everyone having the someone special, I would ask where's mine. PFFT. Okay, I know SPM is more important lah but I can dream, can't I? :D

Trials are in 15 days time. Hurrah me. The books remain untouched till today. I shall create history by having E8s for all the subjects. );

I am a lazy bug. This is seriously screwed.

Holymackerel.

It's been raining for days which indirectly, pulled my mood down. Though once in a while I chuckled and smiled to myself just thinking of him, Hyper was hardly here to accompany me. It wasn't that easy to laugh for no reason like I always did usually. I guess it's just the weather. And so, today's another rainy day.

Reached home at 3ish.
Switched the phone on.
Switched the laptop on.
Shaun pm-ed me on msn to tell me I'm chosen for NS because he checked for me again.
I didn't believe. And he insisted on it.
The next minute, my phone beeped.
My heart skipped a beat to see the number 33995 appeared on the screen.
I opened the message.

" RM 0.50 Tahniah 911024-??-???? CHAN PUI YING telah dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN bagi sessi 2009/6"

And I started cursing at the chatroom with Shaun..

WHADDAFARK @!*#&#*&!*#! WHYDAFARK AM I CHOSEN FOR NS?!?!?!?! YOU"VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!

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To assured myself, I checked online. But it was stated clearly I wasn't chosen.
And then I thought, maybe it ain't that bad. Like I've said, if I got it, I will take it. If I didn't, I'm thankful for not being chosen.
When I'm done cursing, 33995 appeared on my screen again.
And I was wishing that it's just a mistake.
I opened it.

" Untuk menarik diri sila meminta kebenaran kawan anda yang seksi "

Only then I knew it's Shaun's kind deed. HE WANTED ME TO BE IN NS SO BADLY JUST BECAUSE HE IS CHOSEN FOR IT NYAHAHAHAH! Okay, I was just kidding. But he knew how worried I was when I first knew that the list's out. So, he pulled a stupid prank on me.

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AND, I was stupid enough to believe in those messages. As for the number 33995 to appear in my screen, he smartly saved his brother's phone number in my phone as 33995 without me realising it.

SHAUN CHOW KIEN KEE. YOU'RE NOW FAMOUS. PFFT. xD

The Ending.

The holidays is ending. I feel very unproductive because the last thing that I've actually touched on are books. In fact, I haven't even open a single one. I just screwed my own holidays by procrastinating again. New year resolutions seems to fail, terribly. I feel guilty. But then, what's done is done. Goodbye As in trials.


For some reason, I feel like I'm being fooled. For one whole week of not going to school, I was so healthy.. till today. The sneezing machine is back. Good gracious, and school's about to reopen in less than 48 hours time. I love the holidays, seriously. -__- Making me fall sick at the wrong time. Pfft.

I'm rewatching Heart of Greed. Die you distractions, die you. My determination to study died instantly the moment i gotten back the DVD. How lah to score? If only they have a subject related to TVB series. I will pass with perfect scores. :D

The sneezing machine needs to take a good rest for now. Goodbye. );


Prom baby, prom.

Pizza Hut.

2 weeks ago, Aileen, Shin Ee and I went to Jusco to get Pn Song and Pn Martini's presents. A million thanks to Jen Wai for willing to fetch us there. Gotten Pn Song a pair of footwear and Pn Martini a brooch. Later, I went to La Boheme to get Pui Yan's birthday cake. Happened to have orange flavour, which suited her best. =D

before she cut it..and after.

Met up with KH, WX and JK for a while but they dumped me to elsewhere later on. And without my phone, it's very inconvenient. Luckily Shin Ee allowed me to borrow her phone for a while before I'm off to Pizza Hut.

Thanks woman. :) Was supposed to meet up with the 3 of them again but because I've returned the phone, I didn't know where they were and again, I was lucky enough to meet Fiona in Jusco by chance. So, we walked there together and goodbye to Shin Ee, Aileen and Jen Wai.

When we've gotten a place at Pizza Hut, went down again to inform them that we've reached using the public phone. While waiting for the girls to arrive, we sat around and chatted a little. By the way, Aud was supposed to call me to tell me that they've reached so that we can hold the cake and sing the song at the stairs but the candle went out before we could do so. Well, at least she's quite surprised to see the guys and Fiona there. ;D I shall let the pictures do the talking since there weren't much that happened.

To see what she received from all of us, click here.

Wong.

To the girl who celebrated her birthday with the special one,
To the one who hasn't took a single picture with me for years,

Happy 17th!

Hope you had a blessed birthday. ;)



And to the world,

HAPPY 20082008. :)

I should be studying.

But I'm not. Yes, I am aware that trials are coming soon. Less than a month's time. I hardly opened any book at all. Good job py, good job. You are on your way to failing the whole trials thing. And then, you will start regretting and scolding yourself on why didn't you study yadah yadah.

Then again, I think I'm starting to be so stressed up that I'm going to go nuts. No, I'm serious. I seem to get bad headaches everytime I hear noises these days and my mood will be so screwed up that I can just fire at anyone anytime. I can't even bear with whatever noises that I hear for more than 5 minutes. This. Is. Bad. I swear.

As if all that is not bad enough, I don't have enough sleep at all. It's the third consecutive night that I haven't been exactly resting my mind. Usually, no matter how tired I am, when I rest, I just fall deeply into my sleep. Now, I'm so tired. I want to sleep but the moment I closed my eyes, I know that the mind is still thinking a million things. It's not allowing me to rest at all. I am just asking for peaceful nights, and this is what I get in return.

I am still in a screwed up situation. The stupid dilemma. The stupid mixed up feelings. On top of all those, I'm still the stupid me. Good gracious, being single can mean more trouble than being in a relationship at times.

I shall walk to my bed and close my eyes again. Just pray hard that I can get enough rest for tonight. I am exhausted, I really am.

DOI.

Just got home from Disney on Ice ; High School Musical not too long ago. Kudos to The Star for sponsoring the top 5 teams who've won in the Cheer 08. Each school got 20 tix yo. No joke. ;D

It's well-cheorographed and the lightings were excellent but I guess I wasn't in the mood at that time. Gah, whatever it is, just screw it. -___-

Anyway, today's our form 5 UBS farewell party. After being part of the committee members all the while, I can't believe we were the one being celebrated instead of celebrating the farewell. Okay, I freaking teared because of UBS. Tell me how rare do I exactly cry these days? This had proven how much UBS really meant to me. But now, it's a whole new board and I truly hope UBS will always be the best school club. :)

Before the farewell, Huey Shan, Mazuin and I went to the library. At the table, there was a piece of information regarding an idiom and it says this, " every ass loves to hear himself bray. " And so, Huey Shan being the weird one as usual wanted me to improvise on it.

And me being the stupid smart one decided to change the idiom and now, it goes like this..

Every butt loves to hear himself fart. :)

Creative, I know. ;D It's a philosophy from Pui Ying. Don't play play. xD Okay goodbye.

Click Huey Shan at the exit to continue reading.

We're currently blogging ..

.. is 9.20 a.m.

The both of us are sitting ..

.. doing our E-Homework while ..

.. Correction woman, it's WERE. xD

.. teacher came in and said this ..


Now, don't you just love this post? :) Enjoy. ;D

Struggle between time and space.

I've been doing the E-homework given by the History teacher. Yes, Chan Pui Ying actually does her homework. Don't give me that OMG look please. :) Okay lah, it's because I think it's pretty interesting to do it through computer. ;D But it takes a longer time to complete them compared to handwritten ones. You gotta edit and set the alignment yadah yadah, not that easy after all. *sighs*

By the way, the finalised NS list is out. And after checking for the 800th time, I'm not in. ;D Though I'm pretty happy about it, but some of my friends were forced to be there. T_____T Well, at least I still can spend time with them after SPM. *sighs more*

Trials are in.. less than a month's time. Did I tell you this? I. Am. So. Dead. And the UBS last meeting is in 12 hours time. Unfortunately, I can't be there till the closing ceremony due to Shirtliff's practise. I am so upset because I can't even be in the meeting till it ends. *sighs again*

Goodbye. T_____T

I Speak What I Like.

Good day everybody. I would like tell you a story today and so, here goes.

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Once upon a time, there lived a girl bitch with the name A. Now, what's sad about her is that she has no life that even the kitten would not give her its own life. She has no real friends because all she ever does after taking advantages from her ex-friends is to backstab them. Pathetic, no?

What's worse is whatever that comes out from her mouth is untrue. For example, if she says this, " Omg, I look so stunningly hot today. " You should choose not to believe her. Well, she is never hot anyway. If she tells you that she treats you like a real friend should, do not believe her again. Like I've said, she tells lies. But if she tells you that she's a fugly bitch someday, do me a favour and for once, have faith in what she said because after all, she IS one.

Not only that, she's a poor soul because all she ever does is to suck up to you AND your money so that whenever she goes out, she pays absolutely nothing and gets to enjoy the luxuries. Therefore, if you're poor, don't bother going near to her. If you're rich, stay away from her. You get the hint? No? Alright, the main thing is just to stay away from this leech.

She's also very, very good in twisting the truth. If you were to tell her that someone's been talking behind her back, she might end up telling the other that you backstab about her a lot. Same goes to this situation. Imagine that she wanted to go to a party but because she's uninvited, she ended up asking her friend to call up the host so that she's invited. Then, she tells the whole world that her friend is thick-faced enough to go to a party uninvited. Look who's talking aye?

Another thing that I envy her is that she thinks everyone loves her and worships her. She thinks hanging out with every single male in this world is cool. She thinks that all the girls are bitches and she's the only holy one in the whole universe. If only I can always be in my own world like she does, maybe this is a better place to live in.

Then again, she dreams too much. When she thinks every girl is a slut, she doesn't dare to look into the mirror because we all know she's the sluttiest among the sluts then. Deep inside, she knows that nobody likes her when she hung out with all the guys though she always think that they love her till death.

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The story has now ended. Have you finally realised the moral value of the story? Let me sum it up for you if you haven't.

If you think you had not have enough from the world already, go ahead and know her. But if you think you have better things to do than having her as your friend, just ignore her presence. :)

p.s. Like omg, if you're offended, take the offence then. I don't give a fuck, seriously. Don't you dare to mess with me and my friends, bitch. Come up to us if you think you have the courage. Then again, all you dare to do is to backstab. You're a sad person, honestly. :)

Anger management classes needed.

Did I tell you I'm very pissed at Sony Ericsson? Well, if I didn't, forgive me because right now..

I am so fcuking pissed at it. Sony Ericsson sucks big time. It's a goner I tell you, it is. Stupid keypads should be burnt in hell and SE should be bankcrupt by now. Because words alone cannot describe how annoyed I am right now, I shall stop here. SE is a bummer.

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By the way, I have one confession over here.

You've been so nice to me that I am touched in a way. No, I don't go gugugaga over you but there's a weird feeling whenever you're not around. I don't know if this is just something where you're too dependent on him or it's just the need to have him around because you know the feeling's real. Why must there be two people at the same time? Goodness gracious. Alright, confession is over. Stop reading already. ;(



I am outta my mind.

*edit*

Am NOT chosen for NS! ;D I hope this is the only list and not just a 1st/2nd/3rd batch list. *prays hard* So, who's with me? :)

Beijing 2008.

In case somebody knew nothing about it, it's today. Opening ceremony is about to end soon though. A little too late to inform anybody now, no? Just kidding. I'm very sure that everyone knows about the Olympics 08 right right righttt? ;D

Anyhoos, today is 080808 in case you have forgotten the date. the triple 8 is supposed to mean good luck for the chinese but today, it's just so bad for me. My phone's keypads are dead early in the morning. Therefore, no handphone for the day till 8ish. Certain bunch of people are being a pain in the butt. The canteen serves food at a S.L.O.W. rate and some other stuff which I do not wish to mention here. :)

By the way, did you notice how pretty fireworks are? I hope you did. :)




Updates on today will be postponed due to the lack of photos.

Chang.

To the girl from PESS who's more than just a close friend to me,

To the one who share an extraordinary close bond with me..

Happy 17th!

Eat more oranges. ;p

My new baby.

Don't get me wrong. It's not the human baby. The baby I meant was..

A new laptop.

Okay.. I know it's no biggie to some of you but I just can't help feeling ecstatic over it. ;D

I can finally set my own freaking password without having complaints from the sister and have everything of mine in there. Oh, and I love the built in webcam too. *hints camwhore hints*




Satisfaction.

blogger.com has finally finished pissing me off. Thank you so much. :) but you wanna know what's next on the piss-py-off list?

MY SISTER WHO'S CURRENTLY SLEEPING SOUNDLY ON THE COSY BED HAS LOCKED ME OUT OF MY ROOM. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO SLEEP ON THE SOFA TONIGHT WITH NO BED, BOLSTER AND THE BLANKET!

.. and I just realised it 15 minutes ago. T________T

Oh yes, and to anonymous,

PLEASE STOP ASKING ME THE SAME QUESTION WHEN I'VE ANSWERED YOU A MILLION TIMES AND DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO ASK ME THE SAME QUESTION TWICE IN LESS THAN 5 MINUTES TIME AGAIN.

Your cooperation is kindly appreciated. Thank you.

I can't open a few blogs including mine. It seems that..

" Internet Explorer cannot open the Internet site *add URL here*. "

" Operation aborted. "

Whaddafark?!



I am very upset with blogger.com today. Goodbye.

HFD.

1st August 2008. How can I miss the opportunity to blog on this day? To those who know, you guessed it right. To those who don't, well, read on if you think you want to. ;) You can always skip reading this post since there're no pictures here. ;p

To ' SF 3 [ mei li, huey shan and melissa ],

I've not forgotten, and will not forget the fun we had together. Till today, I would reminisce about the past we've been through. PMR year was one of the best years in high school despite the fact that we were forced to take the exam. Passing notes during Gerak Gempur, sitting behind the class just to hang out and talk our hearts out, eating in class as though we're actually allowed to do so and laughed like PMR's already over. The whole 1 month after PMR was just as much fun as it was before the exam. Going to school just to be together and eventually, the abandoned changing room became our secret hangout place. Those were the days. Though we're not as close as we used to be anymore, I just want to say, I still love the three of you.

To Pui Yan,

We've only known each other in last year's Kursus Peningkatan but now, we're closer than just best friends. To me, you're more to a sister than just friends. Doing crazy things together, having long conversation nights, making funny names for each other, working partners and the list goes on and on. It's just funny how we can be so close even though we're from different schools and it's only a year plus since we've known each other. Like what you said, it's fate. If it weren't for the jungle trekking, we wouldn't have talked to each other till today. For all that we've experienced together, thank you and I banyak sayang you, sister.

To Nethiya, Shin Ee and Hazel,

Thanks for being there though this year's the first time we're actually hanging out together. I appreciated it so much when you guys were actually there for me during Cheer 2008. I enjoy laughing with the three of you and at the same time, emo-ing. ;p All in all, you guys made an impact in my life as well. *hugs*

To Beverly, Ying Si, Aileen, Hui Ning, Fatin, Audrey, Charlotte, Aimee, Michelle, Mazuin, Hon Weng, Tarkessh, Shaun, Wai Kian, Skye, Jasmine, Melvin, Niren, Faiz, Thinesh, Louise, Amanda and other SBU friends,

You guys are a wonderful bunch of friends. Without all of you, it's just not the same in SBU. I wouldn't have been able to survive high school without having all these people. Laughing at jokes and sharing opinions on certain problems have become part of my routine. Despite a bunch of unwanted people, I still love this small family of mine. (;

Last but not least..

To SS gang [ Audrey, Yi Theng, Yen Yee, Kah Hoong, Terence, Wai Xiang, Jun Kiat, Wanqing, Cassidy and some other people that I've known through this gang ],

I am lucky to have this gang, no doubt. To me, they're the best group of people from other schools. It's not easy to find a group of crazy homosapiens that can interact with each other so well. What's more, they're not from SBU itself. I am in fact, proud to have this bunch of retards in my life though I don't know what will happen once SPM is over as we will end up separating into different pathways. Then again, I hope this gang will not be separated fully because it will be such a waste to not have them in my life. :)

Though I totally suck in showing gratitude and appreciation through actions, but that doesn't mean all of you are not important in my life. If I've ever hurt anyone of you, I would like to apologise for all the things that I've done. Lastly,

Happy Friendship Day! :)