Record broken!

For the first  second time of my life, I stayed over at friends' places. Yes, you read it right. Friends' places. HAHAH! 2 nights at Kelvin's house and 1 at Audrey's.

Oh, I think nobody knows who Kelvin is in here. So here's a photo of him and another close college friend of mine, Elaine!

Audrey's been made famous in my blog though, so you can always see her photos in my previous posts. :p

guy in the middle who is acting cute is Kelvin, Elaine on the other side. :D

Life's been so awesome these few days. Mahjong streaks, dinner at PJ on the first night, Showdown semi-finals on the second night and mahjong till 7 on the third. Awesomeness overload. Lack of sleep but oh well, totally worth the fun. ;p 

However, as much fun we had for the three days, time to get back to reality. Assignments and campaign is coming up. Busy busy! My blog has some heartbeat again finally. :D Toodles!

Final Goodbye .

When you said you guess you can get over this, I didn't entirely believe it. But I guess now I do. After looking how happy you seem to me in Facebook, looks like you're really moving on and I'm the only one who is still at square one.

You took a huge step, I don't know if I'm suppose to be happy or upset honestly. That huge step made me feel I wasn't so important after all but it's okay. Or at least, that's what I kept telling myself. Within a month, it's changed so much, hasn't it? I secretly wish you will just text me and say you want us back together but it didn't happen. Not even after a month's gone by.

Perhaps, you are used to having this carefree life again. A life without me in it.

Maybe I will really be okay someday as I keep hypnotizing myself to believe what I should. Till then, I guess it's time for me to finally let you go no matter how much effort it will take.

Goodbye.

疼。

今天看见你的时候，真的有那个冲动想要抱急你。如果我们还在一起，我一定会冲去你那边，开心的对你说一声嗨。但是，现在的我们，我实在无法正面的看你一眼，哪怕泪会不停的流，就好像现在这样。我好累，每天要伪装一副坚强的样子真的是一点都不容易。

那，你呢？那时侯的你看见了我又是包着怎么样的心情？

Hi, Bye?

It's been pretty long. 3 weeks and more now. It just feels so weird that the person I used to talk to for the past 3 years plus is now turning into someone that I hardly communicate with anymore although it's just less than a month. The one that I have all my feelings poured to, my joys and the otherwise, I used to share with him so much.

Something reminded me of him yesterday when my friend was learning how to play mahjong. It occured to me how he used to try learning and I would sit next to him to teach him how but he always gave up trying to learn. And then I would laugh cause of his funny expressions. But I guess that's the past. Even for other various activities, it feels like I have no one to accompany me to watch these days as friends are not necessarily available to you most of the time.

I guess, this is life isn't it? No matter how much you get used to someone, when that person leaves, you still have to live it. Live the emptiness just like usual. Am I the only one who is feeling this or is he too? I don't know.

But it's okay. Everything will be fine. Time heals. Maybe he's living a better life too. Hope you're happy now. :)

Take care.