Don't You Forget About Me.

A break up, a girl's new year wish: To start over again with the man he was in love with. This time, she thought they will be happily ever after. Truth is, they end up breaking up again, only this time, the girl realised he was after all, not the one. And, she fell in love with someone who is in love with her, for who she is.

With Safe & Sound by Taylor Swift on my playlist, I've finally finished the novel. A great story, expected happy ending. Who doesn't like it anyway?

But Alexandra Potter has taught me so much more than just thinking it's nothing but a pure made-up story. It has taught me that memories will always consist of both good and bad. After all, memories is what made who they are today, more importantly, who am I today. How dumb I was to remember how I wish I never met certain people in my life, to wish that all those sadness can be erased.

It's never too late to realise now, I take back what I said. It's fated that I meet people for a reason. Things happen for a reason. Everything has shaped me into me. I'm grateful things happen to me. At least in future, I can tell my kids how my teen life was. Heh.

Holidays been really awesome. Next week will be the final week already. Time really flies. :)

Officially Over It.

Good news! I am officially over with my 3rd semester, the hardest semester so far. Not just the syllabus, but the stress I've gone through. My goodness. It's so unimaginable. From the first week of this sem I already had to stay from morning till night to rush a pitch proposal as part of our assignment. Then moving on to being the leader of my department for our phone recycling event, staying back for meetings, coping up with other department leaders, making new friends unexpectedly with great bonding sessions, rushing for assignments every week without fail and coping up emotionally. That was the hardest, to juggle between physical and mental exhaustion.

But, I'm glad everything is over. It's well paid off now. Time to enjoy my one month holiday!

And of course, better news for myself! I am officially over the previous relationship. Yes, thank you for all your words that night. It has made me realised that I'm no longer needed in your life and it has come to my sense that we are already over for a very long time. Well, good luck in anything you do as I don't think I will be seeing you in the near future. But still, I wish the best for you (not sure if you're even reading it or not haha!).

Oh well, great day and night I had. Probably blog about it soon. ;p Goodnight world!

Au Revoir, Semester 3 and all the crap I went through!

Train of Thought; Feelings.

A word so common yet, so deep. Happy, sad, angry, frustrated, depressed, overwhelmed, anxious - feelings. I am the person who shows it all whether I like it or hate it. I can't hide. Perhaps, this is the real me. Those who know me will know what my emotions are from the first impressions of the day.

Like I've said, I can't hide. No matter how many times I tried doing so, it fails almost every time. As of now, I feel really good and I'm glad I feel so. I'm no longer that girl two Saturdays ago or last Wednesday. All is fine. :D

Got to really thank my bitching friend who is 1,232,4543 miles away from me so FASTER COME BACK PLEASE. We go dimsum together k? :D

Certified Over .

Watched Fast and Furious 5 this afternoon at Leisure Mall. The movie's really awesome. The adrenaline rush you get from that is unexplainable. Never watched Fast 1 to 4 before though. May consider watching it. :D

My holidays are officially over. Can't believe I've been enjoying for more than a month. College resumes tomorrow. Final semester already. Results will be out in two days. Oh the nervousness. Holiday's been quite good though. Managed to go Penang with the boyfriend and other friends. Movies. Outings. Work. Parties. One month spent well enough. Satisfaction. :)

Hope this semester will not be too tough nor it will stop me from going to Lang Tengah. :D

Official.

Third semester is officially over for me. :D Had a great Sushi Bonanza Day today with Bie, Aud, PYan, KH, Chimp and also MT. :D Headed for an hour's of pool game later on. Not many photos taken but will update soon. Not forgetting the updates on Perhentian trip and Bie's birthday celebration. ;p


For now, have a good night! ;D

Irreplaceable.

Remember this list?

PR Pair Assignment
PR Group Assignment
PR Group Presentation
Drama Assignment
Drama Presentation
Drama Mid Term
Mass Media and Society Assignment
Mass Media and Society Mid Term
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Assignment
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 1
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 2
English Personal Presentation
English Group Presentation
English Summary Writing

It's now like this :

PR Pair Assignment
PR Group Assignment
PR Group Presentation
Drama Assignment
Drama Presentation
Drama Mid Term
Mass Media and Society Assignment
Mass Media and Society Mid Term
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Assignment
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 1
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 2
English Personal Presentation
English Group Presentation
English Summary Writing

:D

I'm superbly glad that almost everything's over besides the drama presentation and the summary writing though finals will be in January. Still, time to relax a little for now or I think I will go insane with all these workloads.

And I really want to update on Genting, KLIA, Audrey's birthday, Nethiya's 18th, mine, SBS night and other events but somehow I can't upload photos to my blog which always make me feel frustrated in the end and results in hitting the red 'X' button on the top right of the screen. Pfft. Maybe I should just give up trying so hard to upload the photos and let these memories stay in facebook instead of blogger. :D

On another thought, memorable things like these should be in my blog just in case I lose my memory someday. Just like how ALL my messages in my phone was deleted for no reason suddenly. That was really depressing and losing all those messages at a time make me feel insecure somehow. I hate that feeling, really. :(

Life's been pretty much interesting and hectic at the same time but still hanging on to it. Never fail to hang out with friends despite the fact that we'd been having exams and meeting deadlines. Can't imagine what's the actual working life like but for now, I shall enjoy my youth. :D

Christmas is coming and I'm so in the right mood yo. Meanwhile, have a goodnight till my next update is up. :)

CNY Eve.

My house is finally cleaned. I am so satisfied and proud of it. :D Despite the fact that it's superbly tiring to springclean for days and weeks just for CNY, it's all worth it. I can finally sit back and enjoy my CNY. Red packets, reunions and gambling from now on. Teeheeee.

I know you guys are as excited as I am kan kan kan? So don't complain about me being hyper here la okay? I am even more excited for my dinner now since my grandpa's cooking. Don't be jealous. xD

To everyone who's gone back to their hometowns, have a safe journey back to KL. ;D

What's Done Is Done.

This is quite typical among the fifth formers' blogs, but..

TRIALS ARE OVER! ;D

Nothing to be happy of but at least for the moment, no more papers. Not till SPM is here of course. ;p Also, it's the start of the holiday and I started it good enough to leave myself in misery for the rest of the week.

Goodnight.

A Sigh of Relief.

Only left with Physics now. And so, I've successfully survived through History, Add Maths and Moral once again. :D I'm a survivor and I'm pretty sure that everyone else is the same as me. I just wanna make myself feel better la can?

Holidays are coming soon. Really gotta study like mad. I need to start insaf-ing before it's too late. I still have 1 month plus before SPM. :D






Forgive me for short posts. I really wanna sleep. Or maybe continue staying online till there are no more people left to talk to.

Sleeping pills, anyone?

I'm finally back from my camp. Sorry for not updating yesterday as I was exhausted after a week of sleepless nights. Then again, I don't see the point updating on it because I really don't feel like saving any pictures into this computer. -__-

I haven't gotten my computer back. It's still in a comatose state. Honestly, if it weren't for THIS computer I'm currently using, I would be cursing my own computer silently and kick it if I had to. (:

Very satisfied with this time's Diagnostics results. But that's because I've gotten tips. Then again, I still have to work hard for Trials and SPM. I want to score it with flying colours to not give a single chance to let them look down on me. Pfft.

Okay.. I am so going to bed. Goodbye.

It's done, for now.

Diagnostics are finally over. Yes, no more papers for the next 2 weeks. Holidays baby! ;D Apparently my parents are trying to ground me but uhh, I sorta 'ignored' what they told me the other day. I don't want to be so lifeless facing books ONLY during this coming holidays though I know exams are a few months away.. 25 weeks perhaps? );

On a brighter note, when SPM's over, I'm going to start planning all the things I need to do. I just hope none of my friends and I will get NS because if we all do, the plans will go cuckoo and then poof, everyone will be moving separately and god knows where will they be. -.-"

Then again, I hope things will try to go my way because this is my last high school year. *sighs dramatically* For now, I shall sit on the comfy sofa and start watching AOD again. (:



Trip's in 3 days time. ;D

New link.

First of all, I would like to apologise to those who have linked me as they'll have to relink me again. This is because I think the previous URL was a little too long. x]

Secondly, I do not wish to have certain unwanted people reading my blog for the time being.

Thirdly, do bear with me and that temporary header because my personal computer is still unfixed and I have no pictures nor any needed programmes in this current computer.

Finally, I would like to wish all the Buddhists out there Happy Wesak Day! Have a blessed evening and let us all put our hands together to pray for the unfortunates in SiChuan. :)

2 marks.

Had sukan tara this afternoon. Shotput and high jump.

Shotput :
I don't know why but apparently I was so freaking stressed out about it till tears came running down wth. I even hyperventilated. And my friends were like, " Omg PY, this is the first time I see you like that because of shotput." *O*

Come to think of it, I must have been outta my mind. Keep wanting to contribute to the house for this is already my last year and yet, was too helpless to do so. I've never felt like that before. Nu-uh.

High Jump :
Was looking at people jumping. The guys can jump over it so easily and when I looked at them, I started to hyperventilate again. Gasping for oxygen as much as possible did not work. I swear, I was that nervous. It seemed as though I stopped breathing. Anyhoos, when it's finally the girls' turn, we started off with 100 cm.

I know it's quite easy for certain people but to homosapiens like me who seldom do high jump, I totally suck at it. And so, with a big bruise on my leg and kinda twisted my right thumb, I failed both tries for the 100 cm high jump. 2 marks, gone.

Then, there was the 95 cm jump which carries 1 mark. Managed to pass it and I think I acted like an idiot after doing so. Okay, so I'm an idiot. That doesn't mean you can't cheer for yourself aye? ;p

Therefore, I managed to contribute 2 marks which is very little but then again, I contributed to Maclay. ;D My final year okay? Pfft. x]

Alright, stop being too high about it. It's only 95 cm. -.- I better be worried for the next history class cause I handed in my unfinished notes to Cik Fadzelah who happens to be one of the discipline teachers which means she has pink slips aka BSLs. :) Good luck to me. xD

Workout.

Turned into a couch potato for the first half of the day but worked out for 5 hours after that. Satisfaction. :) And to be honest, I didn't know that exercising can be so addictive. New drug of mine. ;p

Played squash for the first 3 hours with my uncle and my youngest brother. Yes, my YOUNGEST brother who's only 9 and a half years old. Unfortunately, he can barely hit the ball. -.- Never mind him. The 3-hour-minus-short-breaks-in-between-game was very exhausting. But it's been too long since I've played like that, almost half a year if I am not mistaken. Goodness, it felt good to be at the court again. ;D

My uncle and I. Super fit fella. -.- Camwhored using uncle's phone during one of the short breaks.Exhausted yet I look good here nyahahhaa. Shut up, I'm a narccisist. Whad'ya expect? ;p

Went to the lousy gym room right after the time's up. Ran like nuts. Yeah, I burnt a few hundreds of calories but I swear, it was freaking tiring and I almost decided to just slide down from that machine. x]

that's my youngest brother who lost 36 calories using that machine under my uncle's guidance LOL. last picture of the day. (;

By the way, thanks Wei Lin for recommending me to Fitness First. Now that I have a week's of free trial! woohoo! ;D

Nerdified.

A week of school is gone. Nothing was disastrous as things went well except for that Biology teacher. I'm very dissatisfied with the way of her teaching. Even Beta students complained about it. She hasn't exactly taught us but from the first impression, I think I would rather have the last year's teacher again.

So far, I've been spending my free periods a little more wiser than the previous years by doing homework or reading the BM novel, Konserto Terakhir. Ah, and I've finished that book - finally. The plot was somehow cliche but hey, this is 100000000 times better than Pahlawan Pasir Salak and Bukit Kepong.

Am starting tuition at Universal next week. I go for tuition classes with a friend or two all the while but this time it's different. I'm going to go there alone. I hope I won't freak out and it's time to face things alone. Paranoid me. Oh well, at least Pui Yan will be joining me in February for Add Maths classes only. ;D

But that doesn't mean I will not pay attention to the teachers. I shall pay 110% of attention while they are teaching. No time for a break. Well short ones, maybe yes. But that will not be on a daily basis. x]

I have therefore, undergo a nerdification process. Must be the side effects from SPM. *faints*

the many things you and i should do.

Firstly, to anyone who is reading this, please be do them a favour and click here. When it has loaded, click on the RED BOX with the word 'voting' located at the top of the page. On this particular page, you have to vote under the SECONDARY SCHOOL category. Kindly click on the sixth button which says SMK Seri Bintang Utara, K.Lumpur. This is the official SMKSBU site for the competition.

Next up is the Promtay, which is a prom + party event organised by Maleni, Amanda and some other friends of theirs. It's on 15th of December 2007 and it's RM 70 per person. The event will be held at Barra Restaurant/Bar, KL Tower. Be there if you wanna meet hot guys AND girls. ;) Click to get further details regarding the Promtay. Psst. If anyone of you is going, tell me aytes? I am still wondering if I should attend it. x]

To any SBU-ians, be a volunteer for the Malaysian Aids Council! It's divided into 2 categories. The first one would be Peer-to-Peer Educator. Individuals who are interested will be trained to speak in public and will be assisting Mr. I-forgot-his-name and go to other schools to give talks, if I'm not mistaken. The second one is doing voluntary work for MAC like giving out pamphlets and wearing sandwich boards. I don't really know much about it but if you're interested, see Hong Kah Mun from 3 Amanah and ask her for more information about it. Huey Shan, Beverly and I will be one of the volunteers. To other monkeys like Aileen and Hui Ning out there, join us k? ;D

To the form 1s and 2s from SBU as well, the Counselling Unit is recruiting new members. So sign up for it if you wanna be part of the unit. Shin Ee and Aileen will be going to your classes next week and you can give your names to them. We're searching for peer-to-peer counsellors to assist other students and don't worry, you'll be sent to 2 different camps to get yourselves trained and prepared so that you can reach out for the others. You may find that other units may have more things to learn currently, but as you go on and stay in this unit till the end of your schooling days, you'll realise that whatever you've learnt in the unit will be useful in the future. To those who are chosen will need to go for the interview. Further notice will be given next week by Pn. Song or Aileen.

I've finally gotten the green light to work during the holidays! Currently waiting for the details from Shin Ee and if it's alright, I will go for it. But if it's not, I will have to start hunting for jobs. Whoever knows where I can find a job, please do inform me okay? Thanks in advance. ;p

Lastly, I will need the permit for a few events, and one of them is to go for tuition. Either to Kasturi or to Subash's classes. Next year is SPM year weih, don't play play. ); So yeah, anyone who's going to any of the classes for form 5, please kindly leave your names and the class you'll attend in my cbox yea? Thank you sooo much. x]

i thought i could.

I can't seem to stop myself from doing so. It's just weird. I keep looking at it occasionally and I thought I could wait till the next day. But no, this is it. The temptation there is irressistible. Even distracting me with chocolates will not help.

Okay, so, I'm a weird freak who is not a fan of chocolates but whatever lar kan? I prefer Sour Skittles and me-oh-my, I'm losing my Skittles pretty much quickly. I left a quarter and that's it. I need more of those to keep me awake so that I can read my new bedtime storybook, and no, I do not mean the book titled 365 Days Bedtime Stories for Teenagers. I meant, My form 4 history textbook.

okay, the tempt of blogging is relieved, finally. Amen. nights people while I shall start reading what Maritim's Government is all about.

a year ago.

I should be studying at this time for my PMR. After that, I would call just to hear his voice and we will end up talking for the rest of the night.

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Right now, I ain't doing the same thing. PMR is already over, so is the relationship. No, I'm not here to start feeding my precious blog with another emo post, but I'm just pressing the rewind button, all the way back to a year ago, to show you pictures of my puppy.

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He is the one which has been letting me to talk to him when I'm bored, upset and even hyper. I love him very much and whoever that dares to steal him away will become impotent. :) Fortunately, this won't happen even if it sounds evil cause my fat dog is very safe at home. xD

Sparkie posing for the pictures when he first join the clan. A camwhore, just like me. xD

and these, are pictures of me with my baby pup. <3

he's fat but i still love him to bits. I'm lucky to have him as part of my family. (;

free tix.

just came home from tuition not long ago. gotten news that i have received free movie tix. o.o so whatever lar kan? i checked it out. 2 movie tix to cathay cineplexes. o.o bangga like siot and then i realised that why would they give me free tix when i did nothing.

called up that guy named Richard but he wasn't in. so talked to some other guy and he said i got it because of digi yadah yadah. although i do not remember what i exactly did to get the tix, but yoohoo. free tix. xD save my money. bleh. now, who should i bring with me to watch the movie? :)

oh by the way, thanks for the movie tix digi. xD

i gotta go out soon to ikea. T__T hungry like nuts. baiii.

my late uncle's funeral procession is over. god bless him and his family members. i miss him. :'(

by the way, i know where to get a part time job. unfortunately, i have very lil info about that place and i have no idea how to tell my parents when they're still upset about my uncle's death. sighs..

and my eyes, goodness, they look really swollen. O.O i need to get cucumbers and un-swollen-ized it. x]