Thursday, January 31, 2008
Photo.
Had photo sessions these two days. Took photos for Maclay's, Cheer Club, UBS and Olahraga yesterday. I'm not in olahraga but since it's my last year, might as well rebel a lil. x] I mean, I doubt that anybody actually cares about you being in the photo when you're not even in the club right? ;p
Took class photo and the graduation photo today. I don't think I will look good in any of those pictures. Screw. I just hope they won't turn up uglier than expected. T_____T It's not nice to see your face for one last time in the school yearbook looking like shit. Not nice at all.
Went for the debate audition too. Had to go alone since Katrina chickened out. I hope I crapped the right stuff. I didn't really freak out during the audition but I just don't remember what I've said for the topic on "Deforestation". The last thing I ever remembered was this : ".. an act of mankind." Smart, no? Oh well, I hope that I've used my crapping skills well for once. :D
I need to hunt for my clothes.
Took class photo and the graduation photo today. I don't think I will look good in any of those pictures. Screw. I just hope they won't turn up uglier than expected. T_____T It's not nice to see your face for one last time in the school yearbook looking like shit. Not nice at all.
Went for the debate audition too. Had to go alone since Katrina chickened out. I hope I crapped the right stuff. I didn't really freak out during the audition but I just don't remember what I've said for the topic on "Deforestation". The last thing I ever remembered was this : ".. an act of mankind." Smart, no? Oh well, I hope that I've used my crapping skills well for once. :D
I need to hunt for my clothes.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Why do I still care when I said that I will not bother anymore?
Why does it still remain the same when things are changing?
Why does it ache when I said you won't stand a chance to hurt me again?
This is my fate, my luck, my life.
note to self : Forget about the unfinished homework. Forget about the past. Forget about the time you've lost. Just stop thinking and go to bed you insomniac homosapien. );
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Workout.
Turned into a couch potato for the first half of the day but worked out for 5 hours after that. Satisfaction. :) And to be honest, I didn't know that exercising can be so addictive. New drug of mine. ;p
Played squash for the first 3 hours with my uncle and my youngest brother. Yes, my YOUNGEST brother who's only 9 and a half years old. Unfortunately, he can barely hit the ball. -.- Never mind him. The 3-hour-minus-short-breaks-in-between-game was very exhausting. But it's been too long since I've played like that, almost half a year if I am not mistaken. Goodness, it felt good to be at the court again. ;D
My uncle and I. Super fit fella. -.-
Camwhored using uncle's phone during one of the short breaks.
Exhausted yet I look good here nyahahhaa. Shut up, I'm a narccisist. Whad'ya expect? ;p
Played squash for the first 3 hours with my uncle and my youngest brother. Yes, my YOUNGEST brother who's only 9 and a half years old. Unfortunately, he can barely hit the ball. -.- Never mind him. The 3-hour-minus-short-breaks-in-between-game was very exhausting. But it's been too long since I've played like that, almost half a year if I am not mistaken. Goodness, it felt good to be at the court again. ;D
My uncle and I. Super fit fella. -.-
Camwhored using uncle's phone during one of the short breaks.
Exhausted yet I look good here nyahahhaa. Shut up, I'm a narccisist. Whad'ya expect? ;pWent to the lousy gym room right after the time's up. Ran like nuts. Yeah, I burnt a few hundreds of calories but I swear, it was freaking tiring and I almost decided to just slide down from that machine. x]
that's my youngest brother who lost 36 calories using that machine under my uncle's guidance LOL.
last picture of the day. (;
By the way, thanks Wei Lin for recommending me to Fitness First. Now that I have a week's of free trial! woohoo! ;D
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Fatin Nadhirah.
Happy 17th Birthday young lady!
note : this is a picture of us two years back. We will need to camwhore soon. ;p
..Now that you're legal to drive, when are you going to take me out? ;D
Friday, January 25, 2008
Counting the days.
..hurt a little bit, but now I'm so over it.
Had Maclay house practice again but then I didn't manage to run. Ended up helping out with the marching members. I feel so mean after scolding them like.. okay never mind. I don't think you would want to know the details too. (; Oh come on, I'm not that fierce okay. It's just that I take things seriously, or maybe too seriously. x]
Debate audition is on next Thursday. I hope I can make it through that part. I mean, it's my last year and I want to at least experience things like this once. Katrina, you better not back out last minute or I will strangle you. xD But I think I've got a problem here. I will be having cheer practices for this coming Sports Day's performance everyday starting next week. I hope Zuri will let me off for a while to go for the audition. *prays hard*
Oh, my last cheer practices will be last this year. ;p I guess I can never let go things that easily. But then, performances are alright I think. xD Sigh, I'm such an ironic human. Oh well, this is indeed, Olivia Chan Pui Ying. A girl that can never set her priorities straight. ;D
Trixie and Alex (again) went back to school today. Good to see them again. :) And I sorta miss my curls. I think I better stop torturing my hair or they will spoil. As in really spoil. Not the fake one. );
CNY is in like what? a week or so? AND I still haven't get my NY clothes! Shit-ism. WHEN will my CNY shopping be here? *lets out a loud sigh* The mood is not there though. Perhaps it's because the date is a little too early this year and sadly, exams are right after the holiday. A whole week of papers and there goes, another week of staying back every single day for cheer and *drumrolls please* ta-dahhhh! Sports Day! How exhausting will this be I do not know. Can anyone tell me why must life be so hectic? Only in Kuala Lumpur or what? );
Oh, and I have this weird thought where I want to be the next Kenny Sia. *O* Wake me up please.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I Don't Belong.
Another day wasted in front of the tv. Procrastination is coming back. Homework is not done. Well done py, well done.


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It's amazing how certain scenes in series can put a smile on my face. I don't remember smiling to those scenes back then. Having a sweet someone to lend his shoulder to cry on, a simple hug just to tell everything will be alright and even exchanging glances every now and then. All these small gestures meant nothing to me when I first watch the show.
Today, I sat on the sofa and played the VCDs again, only then I noticed all these little things. All of them actually made me smile without fail. Reminiscing all those days when I used to have those moments isn't exactly that bad. After all, memories stay forever. You can't just press the "Delete" button as though you're just about to delete a previous post. Sometimes I wonder why movies always have happily-ever-after endings when these rarely happen in reality. Not like I don't want a fairytale ending but sometimes the directors should consider making movies that are closer to the real world. Unveil the truth, I say. (;
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And the word initiative. I wonder if it actually exists. Some think I am not having enough initiative for some stuff. At first, I do agree with them a little and I tried to change and work it out for us. After a while, I realised that they are just like the person they claimed I am. I'm sick of accusations. I'm sick of being the only one who takes the initiative. I'm sick of being left out. I'm sick of everything. I don't know if these people realise or not but sometimes, it's very difficult for me to communicate with them. Maybe things are really changing between us.
Of course, I do hope that if everything can be back where we started, that would be the best but if it is going to be worse than it already is now, I will let go. I'm too tired to go on a life like this. I can't cope up with all these like the others can. Forgive me.
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.. and this is how I spent the whole Thaipusam one-day holiday. Productive eh? *sighs*
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Nothing Matters.
Thaipusam tomorrow, therefore, a holiday for everybody! ;D Unfortunately, homework is piling up. I need to settle them or I'll fail my NY resolution. xD
Have been noticing some changes around. I don't know if it's me or the opposite party. Anyhoos, I shall do my own stuff and stop letting problems to get to me. It's so annoying sometimes that I wish all these problems can be skinned alive and burnt in hell. I guess that's what people actually go through in high school.
Life's a bitch. No doubt.
Have been noticing some changes around. I don't know if it's me or the opposite party. Anyhoos, I shall do my own stuff and stop letting problems to get to me. It's so annoying sometimes that I wish all these problems can be skinned alive and burnt in hell. I guess that's what people actually go through in high school.
Life's a bitch. No doubt.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Weak.
Just woke up from my I-Dunno-How-Many-Hours of sleep and I almost died having one of the most painful stomach aches. I hate the stomach. It's always giving me trouble since young. -.-
Like when I was in Primary 6 last time, I had stomach aches EVERY single morning without fail and sometimes, it may even come back to me in the afternoon during the Choral Speaking practices. I wonder what's wrong with that organ. Apparently it just loves torturing the owner - me.
Anyhoos, I think I'm cursed by Jun Kiat. It was just yesterday when I said I finished my homework and I can't remember what he said but today, the homework came one after another. You can imagine how much that is. *O* How unlucky today is.
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My dear friend, Elizabeth Yong is leaving to Aussie tomorrow. I think the last time I saw her was 2 years back. Anyway, I'm here to wish you All the Best in your future undertakings aytes? And I hope we do keep in touch. Thanks for all the long-hour calls and the secrets shared. ;) *hugs* Have a safe flight and am going to miss you. :)
Like when I was in Primary 6 last time, I had stomach aches EVERY single morning without fail and sometimes, it may even come back to me in the afternoon during the Choral Speaking practices. I wonder what's wrong with that organ. Apparently it just loves torturing the owner - me.
Anyhoos, I think I'm cursed by Jun Kiat. It was just yesterday when I said I finished my homework and I can't remember what he said but today, the homework came one after another. You can imagine how much that is. *O* How unlucky today is.
Oh, and I had my first gambling session today. Eh eh, for 3-4 rounds of blackjack only lah. I'm terribly influenced. xD I lost 10 sens. Heartsick. ;p What a warm-up for CNY. Didn't even win. Bad luck bad luck. *shakes head* School's turning into a place where I learn how to play card games like last saturday for example, I learned how to play poker and this game called "99". And today is the first time I gamble using the game "Blackjack". Can die can die.
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My dear friend, Elizabeth Yong is leaving to Aussie tomorrow. I think the last time I saw her was 2 years back. Anyway, I'm here to wish you All the Best in your future undertakings aytes? And I hope we do keep in touch. Thanks for all the long-hour calls and the secrets shared. ;) *hugs* Have a safe flight and am going to miss you. :)
xoxo.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Shopping.
I desperately need to get out of the house to shop for my new year clothes. This is the first freakin' year that I have yet to manage to even get a new piece of top and CNY is like in what? 2 weeks? Good gracious.
And today, another Sunday is gone. How unproductive. Here I am, stuck at home, stoning in front of the computer. Tried to pick a subject to revise and yet, nothing went into my head. This is the reason why I need to go for tuitions. At least there will be someone doing some guidance but nu-uh, some people just had to ruin all my plans. Thanks.
It doesn't matter anyway. Pfft. I think I need new clothes more than anything now. :D And, I have that sudden urge to cut my hair short, as in the short short and not the long short. Okay, I don't know what I'm talking. Ignore ignore. xD
I'm still waiting for my salary from the 14th of December till 23rd of December 07 to be banked in into my account. :) Monehh baby!
And today, another Sunday is gone. How unproductive. Here I am, stuck at home, stoning in front of the computer. Tried to pick a subject to revise and yet, nothing went into my head. This is the reason why I need to go for tuitions. At least there will be someone doing some guidance but nu-uh, some people just had to ruin all my plans. Thanks.
It doesn't matter anyway. Pfft. I think I need new clothes more than anything now. :D And, I have that sudden urge to cut my hair short, as in the short short and not the long short. Okay, I don't know what I'm talking. Ignore ignore. xD
I'm still waiting for my salary from the 14th of December till 23rd of December 07 to be banked in into my account. :) Monehh baby!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
School on Saturday.
As a replacement for the CNY holidays which falls on 11th February 08, today was indeed a school day.
Now who can tell me, what's the point of having a relaxing Saturday replaced with school when you don't even study the moment you reach school? :) Such a waste. Could have slept later than that but then it's better than stoning in front of the comp again. xD
There's a talk on being an excellent student for 2 hours. Was pretty okay at the beginning but most of the students were starting to get restless when the talk was a little too long. No teacher for History after recess. As for Bio, I don't know. I hope she didn't ask for her AJK or I will be busted. Period. Was in Lambda with Huey Shan, Mei Li, Kevin, Qi Jun, Zejing and Yudesh for 120 minutes. Sigh.
Oh by the way, I've decided to drop Chemistry though I am not too sure if I'm allowed to do so. Can I drop Bio as well? :D
Now who can tell me, what's the point of having a relaxing Saturday replaced with school when you don't even study the moment you reach school? :) Such a waste. Could have slept later than that but then it's better than stoning in front of the comp again. xD
There's a talk on being an excellent student for 2 hours. Was pretty okay at the beginning but most of the students were starting to get restless when the talk was a little too long. No teacher for History after recess. As for Bio, I don't know. I hope she didn't ask for her AJK or I will be busted. Period. Was in Lambda with Huey Shan, Mei Li, Kevin, Qi Jun, Zejing and Yudesh for 120 minutes. Sigh.
Oh by the way, I've decided to drop Chemistry though I am not too sure if I'm allowed to do so. Can I drop Bio as well? :D
Thursday, January 17, 2008
It's a Thursday.
In fact, I keep thinking that today's a Friday. It feels like one. Well, to me it does.
I'm superbly tired. Physically AND Mentally. I want to run away to a place where nobody actually knows me. Been really down. I hope there will be a happier post soon.
Soon..
I need to scream.
I'm superbly tired. Physically AND Mentally. I want to run away to a place where nobody actually knows me. Been really down. I hope there will be a happier post soon.
Soon..
I need to scream.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Laugh.
I just got screamed by mom for not eating. Whateves. Yes, I'm indeed having a negative reflex towards them but hey, I wasn't the only one who's at fault.
Anyway, went to school as usual. Sorry Huey Shan about this morning during the assembly and when I broke down into tears when you were doing your work. Sorry for the trouble. Anyway, I felt way better after telling her what I'm currently facing. Thanks girl for willing to listen to it! :)
Ate loads during recess. I swear we acted like we've just gotten outta a jungle who'd not eaten for days. xD I think the canteen's got more food now or are they still selling the same stuff? x] Gah. I got excited when I saw the canteen so didn't really manage to count how many stalls are there. xD
Had a dental check-up in school and the dentist said that my teeth is alright nyahahhaa. xD So who wanna hire me for toothbrush/toothpaste advertisment? I'm very interested ya' know? ;p Just dial 016-Kidding. x]
After the check-up, Shaun and Yew Jin were being the class comedians again. But what stays in class will stay there. :D
I ask myself if I'm alright now but the only answer I can tell myself is " I'm too numb for anything. "
Anyway, went to school as usual. Sorry Huey Shan about this morning during the assembly and when I broke down into tears when you were doing your work. Sorry for the trouble. Anyway, I felt way better after telling her what I'm currently facing. Thanks girl for willing to listen to it! :)
Ate loads during recess. I swear we acted like we've just gotten outta a jungle who'd not eaten for days. xD I think the canteen's got more food now or are they still selling the same stuff? x] Gah. I got excited when I saw the canteen so didn't really manage to count how many stalls are there. xD
Had a dental check-up in school and the dentist said that my teeth is alright nyahahhaa. xD So who wanna hire me for toothbrush/toothpaste advertisment? I'm very interested ya' know? ;p Just dial 016-Kidding. x]
After the check-up, Shaun and Yew Jin were being the class comedians again. But what stays in class will stay there. :D
I ask myself if I'm alright now but the only answer I can tell myself is " I'm too numb for anything. "
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
2nd.
I bet the readers are getting sick of looking at angry & sad posts. Can't help it though. Sorry.
Yes, I'm still in a pissed off mood and for that, I ain't eating that fucking dinner although I ate Michelle's Kenny Roger's Muffin for lunch and vomited it out as well. Thanks girl. I owe you a muffin. :)
Anyhoos, ain't got class for 6 whole periods after recess. So can anyone tell me, how the fuck am I going to score well in SPM when I can't even score in my upcoming test without going to tuitions, having extra free periods and can't seem to understand one fucking thing when doing the studying myself? You tell me. I am going to make history. :)
I cried. Yes, I fucking cried for not being able to go for tuitions for the first time. Fuck the parents. And as I type this entry, I'm still letting my tears to fall from the eyes.
Good, now I'm off to sweeping the streets.
Nah, just joking about sweeping the streets. I shall try as hard as possible to do the Chemical Equations and the Logarithms. Oh, I will also try to tell myself what Mitosis actually mean and the differences between the Waves. But if I keep failing to understand things like that, it doesn't matter anyway. Well, doesn't matter to the parents. NOT me. Yes, they claimed that from now on, they ain't giving a shit about me scoring or failing in exams. Good eh?
I will try extra hard to score in my SPM no matter what so that I can apply for a scholarship and not depend on my parents at all if possible. I wouldn't mind to stay at hostels too. I want to spend lesser time at home these days. Home is not a home to me anymore. I'm not allowed to go to tuitions but my siblings are allowed to do so. Talk about being fair towards kids these days. Yeah, you can now kiss my foot.
Had my first Maclay house practice. Ran for 100 metres and managed to get 2nd outta 5 person this time. I swear I had no idea how I actually managed to do that as I usually finish 4th. I'm a lousy runner. This is a good start and I shall train myself to do sports more these days. Now that the SPM is kinda hopeless. :)
Or maybe I should give my full attention towards my piano lessons. :)
SEE? It's not the end of MY world yet. I have choices. Yeah, and if you wanna know how the shit I feel now, play the song Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan.
Yes, I'm still in a pissed off mood and for that, I ain't eating that fucking dinner although I ate Michelle's Kenny Roger's Muffin for lunch and vomited it out as well. Thanks girl. I owe you a muffin. :)
Anyhoos, ain't got class for 6 whole periods after recess. So can anyone tell me, how the fuck am I going to score well in SPM when I can't even score in my upcoming test without going to tuitions, having extra free periods and can't seem to understand one fucking thing when doing the studying myself? You tell me. I am going to make history. :)
I cried. Yes, I fucking cried for not being able to go for tuitions for the first time. Fuck the parents. And as I type this entry, I'm still letting my tears to fall from the eyes.
Good, now I'm off to sweeping the streets.
Nah, just joking about sweeping the streets. I shall try as hard as possible to do the Chemical Equations and the Logarithms. Oh, I will also try to tell myself what Mitosis actually mean and the differences between the Waves. But if I keep failing to understand things like that, it doesn't matter anyway. Well, doesn't matter to the parents. NOT me. Yes, they claimed that from now on, they ain't giving a shit about me scoring or failing in exams. Good eh?
I will try extra hard to score in my SPM no matter what so that I can apply for a scholarship and not depend on my parents at all if possible. I wouldn't mind to stay at hostels too. I want to spend lesser time at home these days. Home is not a home to me anymore. I'm not allowed to go to tuitions but my siblings are allowed to do so. Talk about being fair towards kids these days. Yeah, you can now kiss my foot.
Had my first Maclay house practice. Ran for 100 metres and managed to get 2nd outta 5 person this time. I swear I had no idea how I actually managed to do that as I usually finish 4th. I'm a lousy runner. This is a good start and I shall train myself to do sports more these days. Now that the SPM is kinda hopeless. :)
Or maybe I should give my full attention towards my piano lessons. :)
SEE? It's not the end of MY world yet. I have choices. Yeah, and if you wanna know how the shit I feel now, play the song Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan.
Monday, January 14, 2008
BF.
Warning : Vulgarity ahead. Please click the red 'x' button on the top right of your monitor if you do not want to have any contact with foul language for today.
Bitch Fit.
Yes, I'm having that now.
Anyway, sorry Kai Vin for calling you a bitch in front of the class today though I doubt that you actually read my blog. Partially was your fault though. The reflected light gave me an immediate headache. I was annoyed by that and yeah, reflex just happened naturally.
And for the second thing, I was supposed to attend my first class at Universal today but hurrah, my dad just told me that he couldn't fetch me last minute. And that resulted in me throwing the cordless phone on the table right after the call. -.- I wonder when will people ever learn how to plan EARLY and stop doing things at the 11th hour.
When I asked if I could attend the classes at Kasturi last year, you guys were alright with it. Then two weeks back when I informed you about it again, you just had to give me a million reasons and not allow me to go at all. When you said you won't be able to fetch me, I said I am willing to take the public transport. But you just had to tell me that I cannot go to that tuition. Everywhere but Kasturi.
FINE. And so, I asked around about tuition centres again and finally found out about Universal. I did inform you as well and you were the one who ask me when do I want to start. And today, you keep asking me to go to the tuitions near my house. Excuse me but I have explained to you the reasons why I don't want the tuitions around this area and the one and only good tuition centre doesn't provide the subjects that I need to take. What the fcuk you expect me to do?
I tried to study on my own and last year was the best proof ; getting 9Gs as results. If you think I'm going to take my SPM like that, suit yourself. I rather not study at all. I rather drop school. No joke.
This is my fcuking SPM year la dammit. Tolerate for another year also cannot is it? dulan to the max lah okay. -___-_l_
Sunday, January 13, 2008
6.
Grade 6's theory is such an arse. And my first impression towards it was, " wow, it ain't that difficult lahh."
But now,
"Oh shit. I can't do those long questions. *tears it into pieces*"
I was joking about tearing it into pieces. One freaking "book" costs RM 18.90. -.- And the book's job is to make my life more difficult.
Anyhoos, I was serious about not being able to do the questions. They're seriously giving headaches to me.
Going to be in school again in a few hours time! ;D Oh, and I shall be going to Universal tomorrow night.
I'm nervous like shit even if it's only to the tuition centre. Don't ask me why. T_____T
But now,
"Oh shit. I can't do those long questions. *tears it into pieces*"
I was joking about tearing it into pieces. One freaking "book" costs RM 18.90. -.- And the book's job is to make my life more difficult.
Anyhoos, I was serious about not being able to do the questions. They're seriously giving headaches to me.
Going to be in school again in a few hours time! ;D Oh, and I shall be going to Universal tomorrow night.
I'm nervous like shit even if it's only to the tuition centre. Don't ask me why. T_____T
Flu.
I just woke up from that nap and dnon't mnid me if I tyype likike tihs.
Woke up at 10 today for no reason when I slept at 2.30 a.m. last night. I swear I was already lying my bed at 1.45. It took me long enough to actually FALL asleep eh.
Saw a message from Mei Li asking if I would wanna change my mind and go to that Edu Fair. Being so excited again, I replied her and asked to meet at KLCC @ 3ish.
UNFORTUNATELY, I've been sneezing for 54321 times in 2 hours and yes, I can't stand sneezing like that. Therefore, I opened the fridge and took a panadol. Gee, and I was still feeling alright seeing that I can face the computer without having my body topple to the right.
An hour or two later, that's it. Before I crawled to my bed and start sleeping again at 1ish, my family came back with a pack of CharSiewFan. So, I was thinking of eating it later when I wake up.
After 2 hours of nap, I woke up naturally again. Feeling very weak this time and still in my Dreamland mode, I walked outta my room and start searching for my CharSiewFan.
*walks to the dining table*
Me : Aiks. Where's my CharSiewFan???
Dad : Oh. It's in my stomach now. Cause by the time you wake up it's already cold and I was hungry.
Me : *slams my head on the sofa* Oh.. okay..
Dad : You want me to tapao anything for you now?
Me : *lying on the sofa* No thank you..
And so, goodbye CharSiewFan. I'm here to mourn for you. T_____________T
Hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Whoops, too long. I can barely move my fingers actually.
I might fall asleep right in front of the computer anytime or I might just crawl myself back to bed.
On a happier note,
Woke up at 10 today for no reason when I slept at 2.30 a.m. last night. I swear I was already lying my bed at 1.45. It took me long enough to actually FALL asleep eh.
Saw a message from Mei Li asking if I would wanna change my mind and go to that Edu Fair. Being so excited again, I replied her and asked to meet at KLCC @ 3ish.
UNFORTUNATELY, I've been sneezing for 54321 times in 2 hours and yes, I can't stand sneezing like that. Therefore, I opened the fridge and took a panadol. Gee, and I was still feeling alright seeing that I can face the computer without having my body topple to the right.
An hour or two later, that's it. Before I crawled to my bed and start sleeping again at 1ish, my family came back with a pack of CharSiewFan. So, I was thinking of eating it later when I wake up.
After 2 hours of nap, I woke up naturally again. Feeling very weak this time and still in my Dreamland mode, I walked outta my room and start searching for my CharSiewFan.
*walks to the dining table*
Me : Aiks. Where's my CharSiewFan???
Dad : Oh. It's in my stomach now. Cause by the time you wake up it's already cold and I was hungry.
Me : *slams my head on the sofa* Oh.. okay..
Dad : You want me to tapao anything for you now?
Me : *lying on the sofa* No thank you..
And so, goodbye CharSiewFan. I'm here to mourn for you. T_____________T
Hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Whoops, too long. I can barely move my fingers actually.
I might fall asleep right in front of the computer anytime or I might just crawl myself back to bed.
On a happier note,
I'm not sneezing anymore! Thank you Panadol Cold and Flu!
Lost.
I was so determined to go for The Star Education Fair '08.
VERY determined indeed.
But, I kena ffked by people. please note that it's in the plural form, people. Apparently, some are busy with their own daily routine and the others don't wanna go. T____T
Or maybe I was just overreacting about SPM and the future.
Oh, let me just add another few resolutions of mine for '08.
1. I gotta start training myself to drink more or those rashes will never seem to stop bothering me. And it's so irritating that the rashes pay me a visit everytime I drink more than I suppose to.
2. Trips, trips and more trips with all kind of different groups of friends!
3. I want a boyfriend. I know I've been through that hellish break up but hey, at least he won't ffk me. xD
4. Prom. ;) I shall get a partner and enjoy the night. Please don't start letting your minds wondering off.
5. I want a sleepover/ go for a sleepover. Yes, I've yet to been to one cause everytime I ask my mom, she will give me that answer that sounds like, "You've got your own house to live in. Don't have to go to your friend's house to sleep." -.-
6. Get more sleep. I swear I need to get LOADS of sleeping time before I start working my ass off the next morning for school and homeworks and tuition classes.
7. I shall try to mix and mingle around with more people from now on. Yeah, unfriendly me. ); I can't seem to talk like there's no tomorrow with people these days.
8. Study. Did I just mention this in my previous post? Oh well. It's SPM. You don't expect me to be a lazy bump, do you? :)
9. Somehow, the resolution " I will not go out that often/ not go out at all " won't really work on me after all. I wanna go for that treasure hunt! And and, Jay Chou's concert! And pay visits to friends' houses during CNY! Gah. Too many activities to be listed down. Therefore, the resolution shall be cancelled and approved by me. *grins*
10. Save up money. I really need money for all the entertainment in future. Sooo yeah, money saving shall be done. Soon, real soon.
Now, I wonder if I can actually keep up with all these resolutions. *thinks deeply and finally, fell asleep in front of the computer*
VERY determined indeed.
But, I kena ffked by people. please note that it's in the plural form, people. Apparently, some are busy with their own daily routine and the others don't wanna go. T____T
Or maybe I was just overreacting about SPM and the future.
Therefore, plan cancelled. I shall try to sit back, relax and enjoy my Sunday.
Oh, let me just add another few resolutions of mine for '08.
1. I gotta start training myself to drink more or those rashes will never seem to stop bothering me. And it's so irritating that the rashes pay me a visit everytime I drink more than I suppose to.
2. Trips, trips and more trips with all kind of different groups of friends!
3. I want a boyfriend. I know I've been through that hellish break up but hey, at least he won't ffk me. xD
4. Prom. ;) I shall get a partner and enjoy the night. Please don't start letting your minds wondering off.
5. I want a sleepover/ go for a sleepover. Yes, I've yet to been to one cause everytime I ask my mom, she will give me that answer that sounds like, "You've got your own house to live in. Don't have to go to your friend's house to sleep." -.-
6. Get more sleep. I swear I need to get LOADS of sleeping time before I start working my ass off the next morning for school and homeworks and tuition classes.
7. I shall try to mix and mingle around with more people from now on. Yeah, unfriendly me. ); I can't seem to talk like there's no tomorrow with people these days.
8. Study. Did I just mention this in my previous post? Oh well. It's SPM. You don't expect me to be a lazy bump, do you? :)
9. Somehow, the resolution " I will not go out that often/ not go out at all " won't really work on me after all. I wanna go for that treasure hunt! And and, Jay Chou's concert! And pay visits to friends' houses during CNY! Gah. Too many activities to be listed down. Therefore, the resolution shall be cancelled and approved by me. *grins*
10. Save up money. I really need money for all the entertainment in future. Sooo yeah, money saving shall be done. Soon, real soon.
Now, I wonder if I can actually keep up with all these resolutions. *thinks deeply and finally, fell asleep in front of the computer*
Friday, January 11, 2008
Nerdified.
A week of school is gone. Nothing was disastrous as things went well except for that Biology teacher. I'm very dissatisfied with the way of her teaching. Even Beta students complained about it. She hasn't exactly taught us but from the first impression, I think I would rather have the last year's teacher again.
So far, I've been spending my free periods a little more wiser than the previous years by doing homework or reading the BM novel, Konserto Terakhir. Ah, and I've finished that book - finally. The plot was somehow cliche but hey, this is 100000000 times better than Pahlawan Pasir Salak and Bukit Kepong.
Am starting tuition at Universal next week. I go for tuition classes with a friend or two all the while but this time it's different. I'm going to go there alone. I hope I won't freak out and it's time to face things alone. Paranoid me. Oh well, at least Pui Yan will be joining me in February for Add Maths classes only. ;D
But that doesn't mean I will not pay attention to the teachers. I shall pay 110% of attention while they are teaching. No time for a break. Well short ones, maybe yes. But that will not be on a daily basis. x]
I have therefore, undergo a nerdification process. Must be the side effects from SPM. *faints*
So far, I've been spending my free periods a little more wiser than the previous years by doing homework or reading the BM novel, Konserto Terakhir. Ah, and I've finished that book - finally. The plot was somehow cliche but hey, this is 100000000 times better than Pahlawan Pasir Salak and Bukit Kepong.
Am starting tuition at Universal next week. I go for tuition classes with a friend or two all the while but this time it's different. I'm going to go there alone. I hope I won't freak out and it's time to face things alone. Paranoid me. Oh well, at least Pui Yan will be joining me in February for Add Maths classes only. ;D
But that doesn't mean I will not pay attention to the teachers. I shall pay 110% of attention while they are teaching. No time for a break. Well short ones, maybe yes. But that will not be on a daily basis. x]
I have therefore, undergo a nerdification process. Must be the side effects from SPM. *faints*
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
It's only the 9th going on 10th day of year 2008 and I'm already being very worried and paranoid about SPM.
I'm VERY worried about it indeed. I don't know how to cope up with everything.
Oh yeah, another resolution of mine..
I must finish all my homework and not be a lazy bug this year. :D
okay, I'm going off to do my school stuff.
HOLIDAY in another few hours time but gee. I better make good use of it. :x
I'm VERY worried about it indeed. I don't know how to cope up with everything.
Oh yeah, another resolution of mine..
I must finish all my homework and not be a lazy bug this year. :D
okay, I'm going off to do my school stuff.
HOLIDAY in another few hours time but gee. I better make good use of it. :x
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Gamma.
Good evening.
I'm here to report that I AM in 5 Sc. Gamma with Huey Shan, Audrey, Ezzah, Fatin, Louise, Amanda, Rachel, Revathi, Yew Jin, Tarkessh, Shaun, Poh Ming, Tien Chuen and the list goes on and on. And in my opinion, I think our class is like Pelabuhan Oc-Eo. It has the same function whereby everyone from everywhere comes into this class. xD International port for form 5 you know. Don't play play. x]
And so, here goes my '08 Resolutions.
First of all, I will put all the resolutions in my head. Well, at least, I will TRY to do so. I've been very forgetful since last year and it's not a very good sign to me. In other words, I'm going to get Alzheimer at a very young age. *gasps* Goodness, I gotta start training back the mahjong skills as people always say that mahjong can lower the percentage of getting Alzheimer.
I somehow want to crap lesser at times. Whatever I said is extremely irrelevant. For example, the Alzheimer part. Crapping can be really unproductive at times. You talk nonsense and nothing is actually important nor they are related to studies, which is very important to me now.
I need to go for tuition classes now that my plan to go Kasturi is banned when it was once approved. Thanks to the parents for not allowing me to go to Kasturi at the 11th hour. How kind of them. -.- Now that I have to reschedule every single thing of mine and am totally clueless on where to go for extra classes. Seeing the teachers in my school, especially the Bio teacher, which I happen to be her AJK, can really kill myself.
Without the tuition classes, I don't think I can cope with my studies nowadays. I need straight A's to get a scholarship and seriously if I don't get a scholarship, I think I will be rotting at the streets. I really do not wish to be a road sweeper or a bathroom washer. Seriously, no.
Other resolutions of mine are..
` a trip to elsewhere with friends after SPM.
` enjoy my life to the fullest legally.
` birthdays shall be remembered.
` work hard to get straight As. if possible, straight A1s.
` outings shall be wayyyyy lesser. or none at all.
I guess that's for now. My brains malfunctioned due to the stress about taking up tuition classes. *sighs* Shall add more resolutions soon. When I can think of one of course.
note to self : '08 better be good.
I'm here to report that I AM in 5 Sc. Gamma with Huey Shan, Audrey, Ezzah, Fatin, Louise, Amanda, Rachel, Revathi, Yew Jin, Tarkessh, Shaun, Poh Ming, Tien Chuen and the list goes on and on. And in my opinion, I think our class is like Pelabuhan Oc-Eo. It has the same function whereby everyone from everywhere comes into this class. xD International port for form 5 you know. Don't play play. x]
And so, here goes my '08 Resolutions.
First of all, I will put all the resolutions in my head. Well, at least, I will TRY to do so. I've been very forgetful since last year and it's not a very good sign to me. In other words, I'm going to get Alzheimer at a very young age. *gasps* Goodness, I gotta start training back the mahjong skills as people always say that mahjong can lower the percentage of getting Alzheimer.
I somehow want to crap lesser at times. Whatever I said is extremely irrelevant. For example, the Alzheimer part. Crapping can be really unproductive at times. You talk nonsense and nothing is actually important nor they are related to studies, which is very important to me now.
I need to go for tuition classes now that my plan to go Kasturi is banned when it was once approved. Thanks to the parents for not allowing me to go to Kasturi at the 11th hour. How kind of them. -.- Now that I have to reschedule every single thing of mine and am totally clueless on where to go for extra classes. Seeing the teachers in my school, especially the Bio teacher, which I happen to be her AJK, can really kill myself.
Without the tuition classes, I don't think I can cope with my studies nowadays. I need straight A's to get a scholarship and seriously if I don't get a scholarship, I think I will be rotting at the streets. I really do not wish to be a road sweeper or a bathroom washer. Seriously, no.
Other resolutions of mine are..
` a trip to elsewhere with friends after SPM.
` enjoy my life to the fullest legally.
` birthdays shall be remembered.
` work hard to get straight As. if possible, straight A1s.
` outings shall be wayyyyy lesser. or none at all.
I guess that's for now. My brains malfunctioned due to the stress about taking up tuition classes. *sighs* Shall add more resolutions soon. When I can think of one of course.
note to self : '08 better be good.
Monday, January 7, 2008
roller coaster year.
2oo7.
A year full with ups and downs. It was the year where things went wrong at the first half of the year and everything was way better at the second half of the year. To those who have been there for me, I would like to say a million thanks. I really appreciate everything till this day. To those who messed my life up, thanks a bunch too. If it weren't for you people, I think I will still be dumb enough to believe in everything.
And that, was the year I started to believe in Karma even more. (:
January.
First time getting into Alpha and it wasn't a good thing but because there were hyped-up people sitting right in front of us, things were better. Wayy better. ;)
My last cheer practices started at the same time.
Gotten my very first camera phone ; W850i.
February.
Valentine was not alone. :)
March.
Kursus Asas PRS 2007 @ Bagan Lalang.
The heartbreak moment.
Phone got confiscated. Yeah yeah. Am rebellious.
Huey Shan's birthday! Missed it for some dumbass reasons. Can actually laugh loudly thinking about it.
April.
The healing month. xD
Kursus Peningkatan PRS 2007 @ Ulu Yam.

The river.Made friends with Chang Pui Yan. :)
May.
UBS trip to Gopeng. 3 days and 2 nights of non-stop fun! All those early camwhoring sessions till late night talks. And of course, the jungle trekking.
Outing with ` G gang. That's when I got to know more people and the time I've finally met Jun Kiat after 3 years plus of online friendship. Knew Audrey through Pui Yan. Went out with Jennifer. Know Wanqing who can go retarding all the time. Hon Weng who can never stop about his Goth obsession. And then the couple, Edwin and Sharon.

VI's Carnival.
July.Prize-Giving by YPC.
Law Olympiad 07.
August.
'SF's Anniversary. Need I say more? (;

The month of food. I ate more than I usually do during this month. :xMerdeka Outing with ` G gang. This time, I got to know Kah Hoong and Yi Theng. And met up with Terence, the ex-kindy friend. xD
St. Gabriel's Gathering. The first UBS gathering I've ever been to. x]
October.
Nethiya's, Melissa's and my birthday celebration!! ;D All of them rocked like nobody's business. x] Oh, and finally talked to Cassidy in person.
My most unique birthday cake. <3Straightened my hair.
Wanqing's birthday. I'm a disqualified organiser. :x

And though, there were drastic changes in my life, but hey.. who cares if you have friends and family that will be there for you when you're at the wrong side of the world? ;)This was my 2007. :)
Sunday, January 6, 2008
outdated updates.
I'm just going to keep this short and pictures shall dominate the post, once again. Yeah, no thanks to the dumbass internet again. :)
17th & 21st December 07 @ Times Square.
24th & 25th December 07 @ Genting Highlands.
blue christmas.
The Sushi King there is more expensive. );
27th December 07 @ Palace of The Golden Horses ; Rach's party.


the drinking game.
mandy.

kuan yee.alex.
trixie.
rachel ; birthday girl.

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