Cucumbers.

So many things happened in a week's time. So many tears. But that's making me look horrible with the swollen eyes. I'm gonna need *insert title post* to make sure it's not so swollen. :D

Okay goodnight. :D

Life's Too Short .

My brother picked up a baby bird last three days at my condo's car park. Its eyes weren't even opened when we had it on the first day. Yesterday, the eyes were already open and was able to chirp to let us know its hungry. It was freaking adorable when it opened its beaks for food. I wanted to take photos of it but I said, "Let's wait for tomorrow."

Today, I woke up, prepared with my phone to capture a photo of this baby bird and found out it died.

The feeling was devastating. It's like you've lost something precious out of a sudden. I was quiet the moment I found out its death. In my head, all that came across my mind was that it's got hardly any feathers on the body, still can't fly, still had no chance to see what is the world like, still haven't found back its family and reunite with them. Life was too short for the bird. As much as I wished it had lived longer, I hope it will have a better fate at his next life.

Rest in Peace, birdie. You will be missed.

Certified Over .

Watched Fast and Furious 5 this afternoon at Leisure Mall. The movie's really awesome. The adrenaline rush you get from that is unexplainable. Never watched Fast 1 to 4 before though. May consider watching it. :D

My holidays are officially over. Can't believe I've been enjoying for more than a month. College resumes tomorrow. Final semester already. Results will be out in two days. Oh the nervousness. Holiday's been quite good though. Managed to go Penang with the boyfriend and other friends. Movies. Outings. Work. Parties. One month spent well enough. Satisfaction. :)

Hope this semester will not be too tough nor it will stop me from going to Lang Tengah. :D

Oh Hello.

I figured that there are too many photos to be uploaded for all my previous posts, so I've made a very tough decision :-

Ignorance.

It doesn't mean I've forgotten every detail of the trips, outings and what nots. It just means that I've chosen to keep the details closed to myself and those who were there. No, I'm not lazy. :D


Reading the blog really does bring lots of memories back but for now, those hanging posts will not be up here after all. Sorry for the disappointment, that is if there are still readers here. Heh. :p

And it turns out that the blog is still the best way to rant about everything. It's the only thing that doesn't judge you just because you pour all your shits here.

I'm so tired of disappointments. It's this sunken feeling you get every time you thought something will happen but it turns out the other way round. Then, it will slowly make you feel so numb you can hardly feel anything anymore. The only way to handle it is to ignore it. Nothing should be able to get to me, nothing.



Tough cookie, time to come home.