Starts with a S ends with a D.

I'm so fucking stressed out with Advanced Diploma's life. It's nothing like Diploma. One of the subjects' notes are basically journals. Yes, journals. They are full with bullshits and contradicting opinions. I hate this subject honestly cause it's the one subject that I feel completely lost. Pfft. Tomorrow's the last day of 2011, and I am ending it with an English exam. Thank goodness after that will be heading to Genting for countdown. 6 of us with my family. It will definitely be something awesome and I really look forward to it before the next 3 papers that I am going to face next week.

My expectations for 2012? I have no idea. I have no resolutions, nothing. I just want a peaceful life after my exams and enjoy everything before internship starts. It's true, the older you get, the more shits you gotta face. As for now, I have to face the journals again. Goodnight everyone.

Happy New Year. :)

Aarghh.

I really hate my nose right now. Sneezing like nobody's business wtf. It's a Saturday laaa. I want to have a good rest but some stupid flu visiting me again. Screw you influenza, screw you. Don't make me chop you off please. Pfft.

@##%@!

wtf blogger is not letting me upload the photos so how am I supposed to blog laaaa. T_______________T

screw you blogger. pffttttttt. );

The Nose.

.. is having its own marathon again. Bloody hell. It's not even tired, but making ME tired. Pfft. And sneezing machine is activated, again. Screw virus.


Dear nose,

Please stop running. Your owner will appreciate it, seriously. :(

The Reasons Why I Haven't Been Updating.

PR Pair Assignment
PR Group Assignment
PR Group Presentation
Drama Assignment
Drama Presentation
Drama Mid Term
Mass Media and Society Assignment
Mass Media and Society Mid Term
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Assignment
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 1
Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Mid Term 2
English Personal Presentation
English Group Presentation
English Summary Writing

Damn. Tons to go. Pfft. I'm craving for holidays already. *sigh* I wanted to update on the events that I said I would update earlier but I can't upload photos using Mozilla wtf. Now, I lost my momentum to update them. Wait till I get them back, just wait. :D

On a happier note, I'm satisfied with my Tamadun Mid Term 1 and my PR pair assignment so far. :D

And.. by the way, drama's a pain in the butt. Pfft.

OhMyGosh.

Holidays are ending and college's back on Monday, which means..





No more sleeping at 2 in the morning..
No more waking up at 12 in the afternoon..
No more telling people that I'm having holidays..
No more going out for yumcha session..






..Not till the next holidays which is in February 2010. D:




Dammmmmn.


I'm going to miss you, holidays.

Till then.

Inconsiderate parents.

I want to get out of the house but all I get in return is, " you go out too much. "

Whaddafark?!

I have nothing to do at home. I want to see my friends as much as I can. THAT'S IT. Is it so fucking wrong to do so?




I'm so getting a job after my license.


That time you will know what is GOING OUT TOO MUCH. -____-

Believe It or Not?

I don't need to go to school anymore..

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But, I don't feel happy. It's just so weird that my siblings will be awake in another few hours time to get ready for school while I will be sleeping soundly on my bed. No more sharing with your friends about what you've been doing during the previous holidays on the first day of school.

I want to go to school la. );

Momentum.

I've learnt my lesson from Add Maths. Well, at least a little. Not much difference though. I am still awake to study - unwillingly. I wasn't procrastinating. I swear I wasn't. It's just that for the past few days, I have been having this unbearable stomach pain continuously and no, it's not the time of the month.

Well, I have been having such stomach problems since primary 6 and yet I am still not used to the pain. I thought one should be immune to something when it's being redundant and why am I still mourning everytime the pain comes back whenever it wants to? Maybe there's a monkey who enjoys jumping in my stomach, I don't know, really.

Flipping through the Physics book is such an enjoying way to spend my first few hours of 25th November 08. Bet most of them are sleeping soundly by now and are in Dreamland while I'm still with my beloved purple-coloured book which is half as thick as the Kamus Dewan.


And I am hungry. Rawr.

I just went down to the gym room to further my diet plan not too long ago. I wanted to run for 30 minutes but I stopped after 10 minutes. Was dizzy after that and till now, I don't feel well.

And I need to resist the temptations of the good food in order to diet. But I don't seem to see it's working because I am still so round wtf. I really need someone to help me in losing weight. I don't wanna be called si bulat lah.



WHY AM I LIKE THAT? T________T"

Distractions, Distractions.

I have just wasted another day again. Didn't go to school and thought of doing home study but too many distractions. I am somewhat an easily distracted girl and I can't help it. Really need to start studying like mad since SPM is 27 days away from all the fifth formers.

Yes, you heard me. Twenty-seven days to SPM. Freaked out yet? Cause I definitely am.




Where's my motivator? );

A bunch of assholes.

Good day everyone. Please click the red button on the top right of your screen if you do not wish to read the complaints I'm about to post it here.

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I am so fucking annoyed at the canteen's management. It's getting worse day by day. From the usage of plastic cutleries, plates and bowls, it's switched to polystrene ones. Like hello, don't you ever know that polystrene does a million harm to the health? Good, now we are all a step closer to cancer thanks to your oh-so-brilliant idea.

And then, the prices of the food increased like crap. Just because the petrol price rised, doesn't mean you have to increase the prices to 50%. Your food ain't that healthy seriously. It's so oily and salty. You're not even supposed to be selling burgers, french fries and nuggets to the students. What happened to " schools should sell healthy food and students are forbade from buying junks " ? And to think your food is that yummy? Let me tell you this. The only reason why we buy your food because there aren't many choices.

Not only that, you should be lucky we buy your food and you charged us like nuts for the 4 pieces of small cuttlefish. It's not even fresh for goodness sake. And hello, stop being sucha stingy bitch. What's wrong with taking a fork and a spoon to eat rice? But, you just had to take the fork back and said that eating rice only need a spoon. Lastly, what's wrong with putting my money on your table for a while? Don't have to be such a bitch and sound me about putting my stuff on your table. Oh wait, it's not even YOUR table. It's the school's property.

The whole canteen management is fucked. I swear.

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The Ending.

The holidays is ending. I feel very unproductive because the last thing that I've actually touched on are books. In fact, I haven't even open a single one. I just screwed my own holidays by procrastinating again. New year resolutions seems to fail, terribly. I feel guilty. But then, what's done is done. Goodbye As in trials.


For some reason, I feel like I'm being fooled. For one whole week of not going to school, I was so healthy.. till today. The sneezing machine is back. Good gracious, and school's about to reopen in less than 48 hours time. I love the holidays, seriously. -__- Making me fall sick at the wrong time. Pfft.

I'm rewatching Heart of Greed. Die you distractions, die you. My determination to study died instantly the moment i gotten back the DVD. How lah to score? If only they have a subject related to TVB series. I will pass with perfect scores. :D

The sneezing machine needs to take a good rest for now. Goodbye. );


Prom baby, prom.

Irony.

Okay, so I'm an irony person but gah, screw it okay. -___- And I am very very snappy these days because I'm tired and stressed out like nobody's business.

Everything's going to be over soon. Yes it is. :) By then, I shall buck up in my studies. I'm feeling stupid already. *heaves a sigh*

My blog is dying. I know. And I'm truly sorry for not updating something nicer instead of this rant. );



I am absofuckinglutely tired. I seriously am.

I wish I had the guts.

I had the chance and I blew it off. Can I be any smarter? (--,)" Honestly, screw the stupidity in me. Screw it so hard that I hope I have more brains at times. Oh well, what's done is done. I shall pray for another chance soon. There goes another regretful night.

I used to be someone who wouldn't mind staying at home for a few days straight and wouldn't mind doing so. I didn't know going out will be so addictive and now that I'm stuck at home for two days straight, I'm already complaining. Goodness, I've learnt my lesson from my mom. Going out once will make you want to go out more than that. Aku insaf banyak banyak. I want my license and my very own car after SPM. Otherwise, I will rot, like.. really rot.

And.. My credit is low again. *wails* Why so fast wan? Digi must have cheated my credit dammit. How am I going to survive for another few days with only less than RM 2? Die you money crisis, die you. Someday, I might consider having a credit card though I know credit card is the root of all debts.

This is my Sunday. A very sad one. -___-

Till April.

I've turned into a busy girl who can't seem to find the time to update my blog anymore but no, I ain't ending it. I am supposed to hand in my History notebook tomorrow but I'm now only at chapter4 when it's supposed to be till chapter 5. I will do it tomorrow in school because right now, I'm too sick for anything. Sneezing like an idiot again dammit. Thanks Ying Si. T_____________________T EST essay too is due tomorrow and you know what, FORGET IT. I'm sick of homeworks.




I hate it when things go wrong and always falling sick at the wrong time. Screw everything.

I Want Sunshine After Rain.

Because today's such a bad day for me I deserve better days starting from tomorrow onwards.

First, I woke up early and went out of the house late. At 6.40 a.m. it is. I am still wondering why my parents can dilly dally. Sigh. I do not wish to inherit that character. T_______T

Secondly, my mom gave me a ten ringgit note in the car and right after I got off to walk into the school, I lost it and what's worse was I only realised it half an hour later. Goodbye money.

Thirdly, I f**king fell down on both my knees. It was numb for 5-10 minutes. Yes, that painful. Honestly, I do not know how did I fall. *O*

Forthly, the time of the month is here. Of all days, why today?! I have camp for 3 days starting tomorrow dammit.



I am in a bad state now and I need luck.

Nothing Matters.

Thaipusam tomorrow, therefore, a holiday for everybody! ;D Unfortunately, homework is piling up. I need to settle them or I'll fail my NY resolution. xD

Have been noticing some changes around. I don't know if it's me or the opposite party. Anyhoos, I shall do my own stuff and stop letting problems to get to me. It's so annoying sometimes that I wish all these problems can be skinned alive and burnt in hell. I guess that's what people actually go through in high school.




Life's a bitch. No doubt.

6.

Grade 6's theory is such an arse. And my first impression towards it was, " wow, it ain't that difficult lahh."

But now,

"Oh shit. I can't do those long questions. *tears it into pieces*"

I was joking about tearing it into pieces. One freaking "book" costs RM 18.90. -.- And the book's job is to make my life more difficult.

Anyhoos, I was serious about not being able to do the questions. They're seriously giving headaches to me.

Going to be in school again in a few hours time! ;D Oh, and I shall be going to Universal tomorrow night.

I'm nervous like shit even if it's only to the tuition centre. Don't ask me why. T_____T

Flu.

I just woke up from that nap and dnon't mnid me if I tyype likike tihs.

Woke up at 10 today for no reason when I slept at 2.30 a.m. last night. I swear I was already lying my bed at 1.45. It took me long enough to actually FALL asleep eh.

Saw a message from Mei Li asking if I would wanna change my mind and go to that Edu Fair. Being so excited again, I replied her and asked to meet at KLCC @ 3ish.

UNFORTUNATELY, I've been sneezing for 54321 times in 2 hours and yes, I can't stand sneezing like that. Therefore, I opened the fridge and took a panadol. Gee, and I was still feeling alright seeing that I can face the computer without having my body topple to the right.

An hour or two later, that's it. Before I crawled to my bed and start sleeping again at 1ish, my family came back with a pack of CharSiewFan. So, I was thinking of eating it later when I wake up.

After 2 hours of nap, I woke up naturally again. Feeling very weak this time and still in my Dreamland mode, I walked outta my room and start searching for my CharSiewFan.

*walks to the dining table*

Me : Aiks. Where's my CharSiewFan???
Dad : Oh. It's in my stomach now. Cause by the time you wake up it's already cold and I was hungry.
Me : *slams my head on the sofa* Oh.. okay..
Dad : You want me to tapao anything for you now?
Me : *lying on the sofa* No thank you..

And so, goodbye CharSiewFan. I'm here to mourn for you. T_____________T

Hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Whoops, too long. I can barely move my fingers actually.

I might fall asleep right in front of the computer anytime or I might just crawl myself back to bed.

On a happier note,

I'm not sneezing anymore! Thank you Panadol Cold and Flu!