The guilt is still bothering me. How I wish I could turn back the time to yesterday and not tell you anything. I would rather let myself suffer than to pull you down as well. I sat in front of the computer for hours and tried to keep myself busy but it was no use.

The thoughts keep coming back and till now, I can't seem to forgive myself for what I've done. I know you weren't okay even if you told me you were fine. There are things where they can never be hidden from me or you. I feel like I've betrayed you and I guess I don't deserve the forgiveness from you.

I know it won't be easy for the both of us to cope with this. There may be awkward silence or we may even drift apart slowly. Time won't heal, that's for sure. But I do hope we'll make it through and be close friends again. You're still the friend I will cherish always and forever.