plans.

16th of Oct. - Nethiya's birthday party.
19th of Oct. - Outing.

I should be studying besides these two days. But oh well, If I decided to procrastinate like what I've done for the past few days, nobody can stop me. But I have been thinking about the problems and that's why, I had no mood to study. If only I had a machine that will suck all the problems from my brains, I wouldn't be getting headaches now.

I have no idea what's going on and maybe for once, I do not want to know. Somehow I was right. I am feeling awkward now. It's all my fucking fault. I feel so helpless for everything and besides apologising, I don't know what else I can do.

` because when you have no hopes, you'll have no disappointments.