Sunday, May 18, 2008

I wish I had the guts.

I had the chance and I blew it off. Can I be any smarter? (--,)" Honestly, screw the stupidity in me. Screw it so hard that I hope I have more brains at times. Oh well, what's done is done. I shall pray for another chance soon. There goes another regretful night.

I used to be someone who wouldn't mind staying at home for a few days straight and wouldn't mind doing so. I didn't know going out will be so addictive and now that I'm stuck at home for two days straight, I'm already complaining. Goodness, I've learnt my lesson from my mom. Going out once will make you want to go out more than that. Aku insaf banyak banyak. I want my license and my very own car after SPM. Otherwise, I will rot, like.. really rot.

And.. My credit is low again. *wails* Why so fast wan? Digi must have cheated my credit dammit. How am I going to survive for another few days with only less than RM 2? Die you money crisis, die you. Someday, I might consider having a credit card though I know credit card is the root of all debts.

This is my Sunday. A very sad one. -___-

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