Feelings.

Oh cool. I can now blog using the iPad. Wonder if blogging about my life will be back in action soon. Gone were the days where I blog everyday. :(

Life has been pretty dull. Things with me and the bf have been going quite well so far. :D I'm one happy person, except the fact that I'll be flying to UK soon for my studies. But it's okay. Things will work out, I know they will. I have faith in this. :)

Just the other day I dreamt about me being in UK and I couldn't contact him at all. Woke up feeling bad but he said that it won't happen. Makes me feel a lot better.

Not just the bf, but the heart feels heavy whenever I think about leaving my family and friends here. Not sure when will I be back from UK. Future seems a little uncertain right now. Sigh. Still, I hope I can get a job there for a better living. Hopefully everything will go well. :)

Yesterday night had a conversation with the unbiological sister, Pui Yan. It's so nice to be able to talk about our pasts and laughed at them. Memories always make me smile. Even the most painful ones can do the trick. Heh.

Random thoughts : Would it be painful to not remember anything at all someday no matter how hard you try to recall? What if everything that I have now vanishes out of a sudden?