Thursday, March 6, 2008

Happy Moments.

I was once, the kind of girl who can never be contented with what I have. A girl who always thinks she has overprotective parents, annoying siblings, fake friends, stressful life and so on. Pessimistic, no? :)

But drastic changes are starting to interrupt my life, the one I have always wished it would get better someday. Throughout the changes, things seem to worsen but I am thankful. Not because that it's a life nobody wants nor it had moulded me into a different person. In fact, I learned how to appreciate. I learned how to treasure what I have at an early stage before everything's gone. This is my family. I have always thought that my parents don't love me that much and my siblings are a bunch of annoying brats who can never make me feel proud to have them. I remembered when I had to deal with an upsetting moment, my dad hugged me and told me that he loves me. My mom cried just because she saw me crying for someone unworthy. My siblings tried to cheer me up by telling me jokes. But now, the family is on the edge of breaking apart. The one family that I've been spending with throughout these 17 years. The only wish I want now is to have them all back as one because I know I wouldn't be able to take it if the family is broken.
These were my best friends. I am very lucky to have them as part of my life. Whenever I had problems, they were always there for me to tell me everything's going to be alright. Unfortunately, the silly acts from me have hurt them and angered them and finally resulted in losing them. This is the girl I treat her as a sister. If it weren't for a camp, if we didn't start talking to each other, I don't think we would be this close. Sharing secrets, going out, working partners and meeting friends. Laughing together like there's no tomorrow have been something I have been missing ever since school's started.
This bunch of people too, have made a big impact in my current life. The reasons to all the laughter and smiles. If it weren't for them, I guess being a retard alone would be weird.

The word "happy" brings different meanings to every single person. Some might be happy when they hear the funniest jokes told by a friend, some will be at the top of the world when they achieve what they wanted and some are even overjoyed when they are the champion of a particular competition.

Maybe many of you are already wondering by now, what all these have got to do with the title, "Happy Moments". To me, the existence of the people around me has made everyday a happy moment. Enough said.

If I were to be given a chance to turn the time back, I know this time, I will appreciate every moment spent with my loved ones. To everyone out there, I hope you will enjoy every single day of yours be it happy or not because missing out things will be the biggest regret in your entire life.


note : Although the main reason I joined this Happy - Happy Moments competition is to share how I currently feel after all the happenings that came to me one after another and not because of the prizes, but you can always vote for me if you think it's worth the vote. Just click here. Rating is from 1 to 5 where 1 represents bad and 5 represents good. Thanks in advance. :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

supposedly u wrote this on 6th march and only today u posted it up the hammy moments website? there r some words u used in ur entry resembling a concept another contestant's. plagiarism!