oh, life.

finally, the chemistry file is done. *throws at the teacher* pfft. but now, time for history notes. like wtf. what is wrong with those teachers these days? so hardworking all of a sudden and decided to check our work. -.- this saturday got another Perfect Score Test thingy, which is absofuckinglutely ridiculous.

anyway, i noticed, year 2007 is a bad year. trust me, it's so not easy to survive this year if compared to the previous ones i had. from friendship problems to family issues to break ups. not only these are happening to me, but the people around me are experiencing the same situations as well. like today, my best friends fought. that reminded me of months ago when i was in her shoes. except, a more serious one.

sometimes, it's so difficult to go on living this kinda shitty life that i feel like giving up and do not care about anything at all. when i finally think that everything is about to change for the better, there MUST be something that makes it bad again.

i have a friend who thinks he's found his true love, but i told him, i don't believe in finding true love at this age. why? cause the only time you know who's your true love is the time when you got married to that particular person. and love at first sight? that's rare, but i do believe in that. :)

best friends forever. a cliche. but then, it is a 50-50 thing. i used to have a best friend for years, it ain't easy if i looked back. and the day everything ended just happened to come, from best friends to normal ones. it's ridiculously funny that how things can change so fast overnight. one fight, ruined it all.

unexpected friends ; ` G gang. the group of friends that i knew before the May holidays. a group of people from different schools but with the same character : crazy. xD i don't know if they still remember there's such group or not though, sigh. oh well, friendship might fade away anytime. and i suppose i should be prepared for it.

my studies are practically going down from bad to worse. how the fuck i'm going to survive form 5, i do not know. but oh well, i shall wear my specs, put on braces, wear geeky clothes, and start making friends with books. and when people talk to me, i will answer them in the nerdy way. xD i swear, if i ever turn into some freak like that, you know the end of the world is coming. :)

and i guess that's all for such a random post like this. if your life's any worse than mine, i will pray for you. toodles.