It Started And Ended.

So October's over in another 45 minutes time and time flies so friggin' fast that SPM is in.. 11 days. Quote Zhee Ann, " All we know is that when Sunday comes, no more counting down with double digits. "

Now.. what? SPM is near, am not ready mentally, studies have been shitty, I saw the best gladiator platforms today but black's out of stock and worst of all.. my stupid phone is spoilt again. The "back" button is not working this time.

I hate W850i.. and its style. Officially.

Goodbye.

27th.

To those who have been missing for quite sometime, come back!

To Mr. Idiot.

Thanks for putting me into this misery, black hole, frustration or whatever it is. I have better things to be taken care of but I still allocated time just to have things arranged. You were the one who wanted it but now I don't see you working hard for it. I guess this is what people get when they care too much.

And to the reason why I'm using vulgarity, uncontrollable temper and anger right now..

Screw you for everything.

I've Gone This Far.

Everyone is aware that SPM is nearing and that doesn't exclude me. Unfortunately, I just feel so helpless when I'm not motivated to study. During my PMR days, I would be studying my head off a month and a half ago. It definitely paid off and I'm glad I studied hard for it.

But now, I can't seem to study on my own even if it's just 17 days away. Instead, I'm struggling so hard even to just take a book and read. I believe that I've changed for the worse now. I've stopped caring for anything, even for myself. I've lost my aggressiveness. The competitive me is gone.

I want back my ego. I want to prove to the whole wide world that even if I'm on the losing track, I still can lose with pride. I want those who have looked down on me to change their perceptions. I want to prove to everyone that I can succeed and excel even though I've been slacking this much.

It's not easy, but I want to make it happen and I know that if I stop procrastinating for the next 17 days, things will pay off just like my UPSR and PMR days. Meanwhile, updates will be lesser from now on though it's not on hiatus. Goodbye.

Simplicity.

Walked to Jusco with Hazel, Zewei and Yao Bang yesterday and took the taxi halfway. Sorry lah. I was really tired. x] Not for any celebration but for group study. As for Hazel and Yao Bang, they had to meet their friends there. Zewei and I went to Black Canyon and ordered our food and beverages while waiting for CD, PYan and Kah Mun.

CD came after us and he started complaining about high class places. In fact, ZW complained too. Pfft. Kononnya McD people. xD Eh, BC is not high class okay? :) So while waiting for the food, Hazel came to give me the cake she bought for me. Thanks again because I didn't expect it, seriously. =3

the cake which got eaten mainly by ZW.

They knew I wasn't in a good mood though I knew I was supposed to be and started making jokes. High-classed fries, snatching portions of cakes and things like that. Thanks guys for all the humour. :) PYan and Kah Mun came by the time we finished our food and were about to start our study session. In the end, study session was delayed. So we decided to buy credit. ZW, CD and I went to get the credits.

Saw Hazel with her friends when we were on the way back to BC. Hello again. :D Started our study session finally at around 2ish but I was really unproductive. Decided to teach ZW English again. And then to the ladies with the girls.

Kah Mun ; My close friend in kindy whom I've not met for so long till recently. :D

CPYs. Need I say more? ;)

PESS, SBU, PESS.

Studied till 5 and then headed to Kim Gary's since CD said the food at BC not suitable for him because it's too high class. Like lah KG's food is not high class. ;p So before leaving BC, took a picture with Mr "Aku-Stunned".

CD with the newly-cut hairstyle. xD

And then, to KG. Didn't eat cause I had to leave soon. While waiting for their food to arrive, camwhored again.

ZW ; my English student and Add Maths teacher. :D

And finally, a group picture as usual. x]

Went home later to get ready for the next event ; Ibox with family, uncle and aunt. (: After dinner, went there at 10.30 p.m. and started singing. My other kindergarten friend, Terence, came at 11ish just to pass me the present he, JK and Kat bought for me. Thanks for the present! ;D He ended up waiting for the cutting cake session and also singing a song before leaving. ;p

My kindergarten friend who dropped by to pass me the present. :)
The cake..The song..The blowing candle moment..The cake-cutting ceremony..and the smashing session!

Okay, not smashed like that but my mom wanted to do so. Because the cake's so pretty, it would be a waste and so, a piece was cut out and my sister did the smashing like what I did to her during her birthday. xD I smelled like the cake for the rest of the night. And I finally knew how those who have been smashed before felt. -_____-

Singing continued and then some pictures taken.

the cake smashers. :D

my uncle ; all-time singing partner.

singing Leo Ku's second medley before he went home.

Last picture before icecreamfriend go.

To those who have wished me in blogs, smses, school and phone calls like Wai Xiang ( first phone call ), Terence, Jun Kiat, Wai Kian ( first person in msn ), Kah Hoong, Zewei, Lisa, Cassidy, Pui Yan, Kah Mun, Amanda, Aimee, Charlotte, Katrina, Wai Yuen, Ying Si, Shin Ee, Nethiya ( first sms ), Hazel, Vi-Jean, Fatin, AudreyL, Yi Theng, Yen Yee, Michelle, Hsien Wei, Fiona, AudreyC, Wanqing ( last person who wished me before 12 ), Khai Keat ( first present ), Mei Li, Huey Shan and those whose names weren't mentioned because it's a really long list, thanks a million!

xoxo.