Low.

I won't be able to online tomorrow and therefore, here is an advanced birthday wish to you. xD

Happy 17th!

Stop being depressed you dolphin. xD

I Want Sunshine After Rain.

Because today's such a bad day for me I deserve better days starting from tomorrow onwards.

First, I woke up early and went out of the house late. At 6.40 a.m. it is. I am still wondering why my parents can dilly dally. Sigh. I do not wish to inherit that character. T_______T

Secondly, my mom gave me a ten ringgit note in the car and right after I got off to walk into the school, I lost it and what's worse was I only realised it half an hour later. Goodbye money.

Thirdly, I f**king fell down on both my knees. It was numb for 5-10 minutes. Yes, that painful. Honestly, I do not know how did I fall. *O*

Forthly, the time of the month is here. Of all days, why today?! I have camp for 3 days starting tomorrow dammit.



I am in a bad state now and I need luck.

Lum.

To the classmate of mine for form 1, 3, 4 and 5 a.k.a to the weirdest deskmate for 2 years in a row..

Happy 17th!

I hope you won't start collecting tyres once you have your license. ;p

Hello again. I would like to clarify myself that whatever I said in my blog since MONTHS ago has nothing to do with the ex anymore.







Thank you. :)

Exams Are Over.

Here I am again, sitting down, feeling all relaxed yet, at the same time, blue. The same thought struck my mind again. I noticed that everytime I mention about you, I smile a lot.

I would start to let my thoughts wander off slowly. How would it feel to be with you and your silliness someday? I wish it will be full of laughter and not tears.

What will everyone react if we're ever together? I wish they will be happy for us and maybe being teased once in a while would be fun.

Will everyone said we look sweet in the pictures we take together? I wish it will just be as sweet as the other couples do.

How does it feel to hold your hands? With yours bigger than mine, I wish I would feel warmth and love.

Will we ever stand a chance to cuddle in the cinema? I wish I could lie on your shoulders hugging you while your head's on mine.

How would we call each other by names? I wish even if it's just a simple darling will do.

But all these thoughts would vanish all of a sudden. The smile would fade and I would start thinking again.

Will that someday ever come and what if it doesn't? What if everything that you told me was nothing but a lie? What if all these while I trusted your words and you betrayed me just like that?

And then, I would just snap myself back to reality and avoid all those questions once again. I would remind myself to face the world with a smile because everything's fated.