Here I am again, sitting down, feeling all relaxed yet, at the same time, blue. The same thought struck my mind again. I noticed that everytime I mention about you, I smile a lot.
I would start to let my thoughts wander off slowly. How would it feel to be with you and your silliness someday? I wish it will be full of laughter and not tears.
What will everyone react if we're ever together? I wish they will be happy for us and maybe being teased once in a while would be fun.
Will everyone said we look sweet in the pictures we take together? I wish it will just be as sweet as the other couples do.
How does it feel to hold your hands? With yours bigger than mine, I wish I would feel warmth and love.
Will we ever stand a chance to cuddle in the cinema? I wish I could lie on your shoulders hugging you while your head's on mine.
How would we call each other by names? I wish even if it's just a simple darling will do.
But all these thoughts would vanish all of a sudden. The smile would fade and I would start thinking again.
Will that someday ever come and what if it doesn't? What if everything that you told me was nothing but a lie? What if all these while I trusted your words and you betrayed me just like that?
And then, I would just snap myself back to reality and avoid all those questions once again. I would remind myself to face the world with a smile because everything's fated.
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