Dprssd.

I can't smile. In fact, I don't see the point of smiling right now. I feel more like breaking down, but then I don't see the point again. I feel like screaming, but I'm already doing so from the inside. I just want to release my emotions but nothing's working.

I thought blogging would do me some help. Unfortunately, the moment i clicked on new post, I can't seem to type my feelings out anymore. I feel so locked up inside. I know what exactly I'm upset at but I don't wish to tell. It's either because I am starting to realise that how public a blog can be or I'm just afraid of people reading my mind these days.

Sometimes, I think I'm going to be one of those depressed souls who will be having mental disorder at the end of their lives.




What the fuck is wrong with me?

Nethiya's 18th, 10th October 2009.

Held at Hard Rock Cafe. Was supposed to meet at 1 I think but ended up meeting each other at 2 plus because Nethiya lost her way here. xD Was a great hang out seeing old friends again. There were Mei Li, Shin Ee, Hon Weng, Arnold and her college friends so was pretty separated but good to catch up with each other. :)

Pictures shall do the talking now. :D

Shin Ee's and mine.

Mei Li, Me, Shin Ee.

We look so cute LOL.

The pretty reflections in the Ladies.

The four ex SBU-ians.

And I realised that we looked retro that day. xD

And us again. ;D

Gamma, Lambda, Omega. :)

Hon Weng, Arnold, Nethiya and Shin Ee.

Mei Li.

After cake cutting session.

Best Friends since standard 2 and still counting!

High school friends. :)

A group picture to complete the day. :)

Audrey's 18th, 24th September 2009.

The following day, it's a surprise for Audrey's birthday. Met up at Chee Hoe's house first before proceeding to Aud's place. Good thing Audrey was upstairs in her room so we managed to surprise her upstairs instead of at the living room. :D

The video shall be posted up in FB instead of here. x] So we sat around and waited for more people to arrive but I couldn't remember who. Took some pictures. :D

Chimp and I.

The girls for the day, Bo, Theng, Mey Ling and the birthday girl, Audrey.

She and her cake.

Bajet cute. Kidding! ;p

Bajet stylo. xD

The cake, Happy Birthday AllZhu. xD

Meng Tsu, Theng, Mey Ling, White-Faced Ghost, Chee Hoe, Terence Lee, Audrey and Yen Yee.

Left Aud's house with MT using White-Faced Ghost's car to fetch WX to Aud's house. Reached her house again at around 7 ish and headed for dinner later on at Balakong. ;D

The aunty is happy LOL.

Ini bajet cute. xD

Chee Hoe bajet can make ppl fall for him using a spoon and Terence bajet superstar. xD

Audrey very the layan my camera. ;p

I can't live without you.

Bo's hands blocked MT. Makan jer tau. xD

Food.

More food.

Definitely a great dinner and food was delicious. :D Before going off..

Two group photos to end the day. :D

KLIA, 23rd September 2009.

Met up with Audrey at Tasik Selatan station to take the KTM to KL Sentral on that day. Waited for KH and MT there and then, took the bus to KLIA. Camwhored during the 1 hour journey to KLIA and it was tons of pictures taken but only posting some here. :D

Audrey and I.

KH and MT with the Sheep.

Reached KLIA at 5 and waited for Terence, Bo and Theng to arrive as well. While waiting, continued taking photos around.

Emo shot by Audrey..

..and emo shot by me.

Taken by Aud.

Taken by me. Look at her, balancing on the rail with heels. O.O

Us again. :D

Three of them arrived later on but didn't know where exactly we were and so, Aud and I met up with them. Bought cake for Shaun as well since it's his birthday on that day. :D

Theng and I.

Bo and I.

After Shaun arrived, we met up with him and sang a birthday song for him right on the spot. Gave him the presents we've prepared for him. :)

Shaun looking at the Scrap Book prepared by Aud, Bo, PYan, Theng and I one day before.

The four girls who went on that day. :D

Shaun treated us to KFC and while waiting for the long queue, took some photos again.

The Sheep and me. :D

Bajet superstar. No wait, mmg superstar sebab cartoon itu. xD

A toast for him!

A complete group photo of us who went. :)

Sat and chatted till it was almost time for him to go. :)

Last group photo of the day.

Mr. Sheep waved. xD

Nothing to say much from this post but in case you're reading this Tan Yu Shaun..

All the best in Russia again. We'll meet again this year hopefully. :D Babi you there got snow can play snowfight. Can hibernate 99 like a polar bear. Can look at russian chicks most of the time. Eeee. Jealous aku LOL. Good luck and happy new year yo!

p.s. Stop hibernating. You're a sheep, not a polar bear. XD

Twenty-Ten .

" Sorrows of 2009, I will be ditching you from now on and Happiness, you may proceed to 2010. "

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So, that's my main resolution for this year. :D More happy moments and less emo ones even though it may be tough for it to actually come true since life's always been up and down.

Then again, positivity should be kept at all times LOL. ;p

2009 was good despite the fact that it passed super fast. And, instead of people reading most of my life in this blog, I think only people around me will know what had happened in 2009. In a way, it's a good thing as sometimes, happy moments are worth remembering in the mind instead of putting it in public. :)

2009 wasn't the year i blogged much about what's going on. Instead, most of the time, this blog is just somewhere to pour my feelings out. Hopefully I will be back to active blogging this year though. x]

I had a great time having countdown with my friends and family at the same time which I shall be blogging about it soon if pictures can be uploaded. :D

Once again..

Happy New Year! 2010 shall be another memorable year for each and everyone of us. :)

xoxo.