Dprssd.

I can't smile. In fact, I don't see the point of smiling right now. I feel more like breaking down, but then I don't see the point again. I feel like screaming, but I'm already doing so from the inside. I just want to release my emotions but nothing's working.

I thought blogging would do me some help. Unfortunately, the moment i clicked on new post, I can't seem to type my feelings out anymore. I feel so locked up inside. I know what exactly I'm upset at but I don't wish to tell. It's either because I am starting to realise that how public a blog can be or I'm just afraid of people reading my mind these days.

Sometimes, I think I'm going to be one of those depressed souls who will be having mental disorder at the end of their lives.




What the fuck is wrong with me?