Almost Ending.

Three more weeks till my semester ends in Sheffield and I guess that's it. That's the end of my study life. Another month to travel and then I'm going to be back in Malaysia. The feeling is really complicated. I'm so used to the life here. No homesick, peaceful life by staying alone, having a room to myself and I'm actually dreading to go home. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the company of my family, friends and him, but having only three months here is really not enough for me to explore who I am and what I want to strive in life.

It's alright. I have a feeling that I will be back here someday. At least, this is what I've been telling myself so far. Aside from having lots of fun here, I guess that's where problems come in too especially with the relationship. It's so hard for me to believe in LDRs cause I never really trust in them but I'm willing to try. Yet, there are times when we really argued and it makes me feel like crap. I'm not even as positive about it as I used to be already thanks to all the minor arguments.

I'm still trying and I hope I can endure it long enough till I'm back, maybe that's when everything will be OK again.

Just maybe.