It's been pretty long. 3 weeks and more now. It just feels so weird that the person I used to talk to for the past 3 years plus is now turning into someone that I hardly communicate with anymore although it's just less than a month. The one that I have all my feelings poured to, my joys and the otherwise, I used to share with him so much.
Something reminded me of him yesterday when my friend was learning how to play mahjong. It occured to me how he used to try learning and I would sit next to him to teach him how but he always gave up trying to learn. And then I would laugh cause of his funny expressions. But I guess that's the past. Even for other various activities, it feels like I have no one to accompany me to watch these days as friends are not necessarily available to you most of the time.
I guess, this is life isn't it? No matter how much you get used to someone, when that person leaves, you still have to live it. Live the emptiness just like usual. Am I the only one who is feeling this or is he too? I don't know.
But it's okay. Everything will be fine. Time heals. Maybe he's living a better life too. Hope you're happy now. :)
Take care.
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