Gloomy Eve.

This year's eve is different. The mood is not right. In fact, nothing is. I hate the quiet environment. It's not the peaceful one, it's the uneasy shit you go through after fights. I may smile as wide as I can in pictures or laugh as hard as possible in front of people but deep down, does anyone know what's going on with my life? It doesn't matter anyway. People are selfish. They tend to take things for granted and neglect everyone else around them. I don't enjoy the pain I'm going through. I just want a peaceful life. It's not so hard, is it?