It never is. You want to appreciate the chances you get. When the chances finally come, you have no guts to do what you had in mind earlier. The time passes and then, you wish so hard that you can turn back the time and do what you wanted to. But everyone knows that no one can turn back time, only a new ending can be made. That's when regrets come into life.
I want to let it all out. Scream. Shout. Shriek. Whatever I can think of, I just feel like doing so but there's this one thing that's holding me back. Guts, perhaps, is what I'm lacking of. Some said I should do what I think best but at the end of the day, I will retreat myself from doing anything at all. And then I will start blaming it on my stupidity.
No matter how many times these have been repeated, I can never learn from those mistakes. I don't know how do I feel about anything anymore. I guess I'm getting immune to the regrets which are somewhat still repeating every now and then.
And so, hello reality.
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