chaos and confusion.

Gotten the yearbook today and to be honest, the layouts are nice but the content is boring. Didn't expect it to be that simple although the theme was "Simplicity". Thank goodness the pictures were clear and not blur like the previous years. I look round in those pictures and this has shown how much have i grown.. fatter. xD

Somehow I sensed something is not right. Not at all. Just when I thought it was going to be finally okay, the bad feeling is coming back. I wish what I sensed now is wrong. I do not wish to go through the same ol' thing anymore. Go away, please.

School's going to end in two days time and I felt as though it was just yesterday when the year 2007 started. Everything's passing by me so quickly that I can hardly catch up with time. And then that's it, 10 whole useless months gone but many things had happened be it good or bad. Mostly were bad though and that I have to admit.

2008 is coming really soon and who knows, in a blink of an eye, SPM is here really soon. I can go further than that but then SPM is really freaking me out. The freaking results that I've gotten are giving me a lot of pressure and stress. As if I have not had enough of stress in my life dammit. Somehow the memories keep coming back and how much I wish I can delete those by just pressing a "delete" button.

That will never happen. I know. Let me drift my mind a little further okay? :) I wanna go for a long vacation with the three women now. Sigh. Yeah, you heard me ' SFs.

am silently waiting for something without putting any hope.