disastrous.

Gahh. My tummy has been miserable since last night after dinner. Hurrah for you, young lady. You've started the holidays with a stupid stomach. It's not even pain, it's just.. undescribable. Maybe the time of the month is coming soon. T_________________T

And emotionally, I'm feeling very disturbed for a reason that I couldn't tell. How torturing. If only things will be over soon. I'll be that happy kiddo again. Well, not exactly happy but at least, I ain't as miserable as now.

Even songs are not making me feeling any better, smses can't seem to cheer me up, although I can finally go online using my computer but it just won't help and watching tv without feeling that exam stress is useless. I'm such a demanding drama queen.

i'm in a very suicidal mode..

and also feeling dead at the same time.