school.

Do you believe in horoscopes? I used to not read them at all, but the friendster's horoscope on my sign is pretty true, at times. So, should I continue reading it? anyway, just got home not too long ago. had to stayback for UBS stuff as there will be an education fair tomorrow in my school. It was pretty fun arranging tables and chairs for more than an hour. At least, i got to sweat. x] Skipped physics class with huey shan for nothing, and we talked for the whole two periods. Maths was as usual, boring whenever I see the teacher so, couldn't care less about it. luckily she only gave us work, but then again, i failed to do them. yeah, i'm a lazy bump. so? =) PJ was normal and BM, went to the library. When the teacher was teaching halfway and then decided to tell the whole class a story, i slept till the bell rings. x] i can't help it, the air-conded room is too tempting.

been doing some thinking in school :
- Should I join cheer for next year?
- What will happen if one day i see him with another girl?
- Are my parents going to be furious looking at my results?
- What is going to happen to me if I decided to walk blindly at the streets?

okay, cut the crap, i'm just not myself. People talking in front, my mind's playing tricks with me behind. Focus py, focus! On my way home, as i looked out the window, i started to feel worried about reaching home. Everytime, when I come home, I would receive smses. but not anymore. Is this the main reason to all the anxiety? *sighs dramatically*

note to self : if someday, i ever kill myself because of whatsoever reason, this will prove that i'm stupid and i will not go to heaven. =)