Train of Thought; Feelings.

A word so common yet, so deep. Happy, sad, angry, frustrated, depressed, overwhelmed, anxious - feelings. I am the person who shows it all whether I like it or hate it. I can't hide. Perhaps, this is the real me. Those who know me will know what my emotions are from the first impressions of the day.

Like I've said, I can't hide. No matter how many times I tried doing so, it fails almost every time. As of now, I feel really good and I'm glad I feel so. I'm no longer that girl two Saturdays ago or last Wednesday. All is fine. :D

Got to really thank my bitching friend who is 1,232,4543 miles away from me so FASTER COME BACK PLEASE. We go dimsum together k? :D

It aches at places you never knew exist.

Never knew it would ache so much. The last time I had this was probably years ago and last year's not even as close as this. Cried a gallon of tears already. Eyes going to go blind soon if I continue doing so.

Friends, I thank you truly for being there for me the whole time. Family, especially my parents and my sister, I gained all the support I've needed from all of you.

The ones who were there for me, thank you very much for everything. I know I've disappointed you guys but I promise you I will be fine again. It is just a matter of time. It won't be now, it won't be tomorrow. But that day will come.

I love you. :)

Train of Thought; The Ring .

It is not just a typical accessory. It represents commitment, a promise, if it's given to someone. It is the willingness to wear it all the time, to remember the commitment made, to remember what keeps you to it. It is supposed to only be for the finger, not in the pocket, the wallet or lying on the table. Because if it is, it wouldn't be called a ring in the first place.

Now, if you have taken it out, what does it really mean? Does it mean that you're not ready to show that you are with someone else? Or are you not committed enough to anything that forgetting to wear it has become a routine? Maybe you think it's time to move on as it no longer means anything?

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"Is that an accessory?", I questioned my friend. He denied and proceeded to explaining why he's wearing it. It's been with him for more than four years now. It was supposed to come in a pair in which the other is for the special someone. But it's separated now. They have left each other for a reason. I kept quiet for a moment. He's a friend who somehow possesses easy come, easy go character. Yet, he's held on to something which is so small and fitted into his finger. Then I wondered. Is the girl wearing it just like he did? Or has she moved on?

I don't know.

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What about you? What does the ring mean to you?

Oh Nos.

Life is HECTIC.

Omg. I don't know why I always complain here but yes, this has become my official place to rant and blab on everything.

Anyhoos, the owner has so much to say again and yet, don't know how to start. Le sigh.

Guess I really need a long getaway. GETAWAY FRIENDS, WHERE ART THOU? :(