I wish I could heal immediately. Truth is, I couldn't. The pain is there. I felt no sincerities.

Thank you for allowing my tears to fall for two nights, and you will never know.

Starts with a S ends with a D.

I'm so fucking stressed out with Advanced Diploma's life. It's nothing like Diploma. One of the subjects' notes are basically journals. Yes, journals. They are full with bullshits and contradicting opinions. I hate this subject honestly cause it's the one subject that I feel completely lost. Pfft. Tomorrow's the last day of 2011, and I am ending it with an English exam. Thank goodness after that will be heading to Genting for countdown. 6 of us with my family. It will definitely be something awesome and I really look forward to it before the next 3 papers that I am going to face next week.

My expectations for 2012? I have no idea. I have no resolutions, nothing. I just want a peaceful life after my exams and enjoy everything before internship starts. It's true, the older you get, the more shits you gotta face. As for now, I have to face the journals again. Goodnight everyone.

Happy New Year. :)

Must all stories come to an end?

Sigh.

Last Day of August Already?

Time flies really fast eh? People leaving one by one. This is life after all. You get to know new people, be close and then separate when the time comes. Not just friendships, but family and relationships as well. Just name it. I guess today's one of those days where I started thinking how my life has been for the past few years.

It was awesome, undeniably awesome. There were cracks here and there but it will always be good in no time. Sometimes, I will think, how come I fought for so long but it brings me to almost nothing? But most of the times, I think that someday, things will change just like the way you expected it to be.

Whatever happens, happens. I won't blame nor deny the fact. I shall accept it whole heartedly. I'm still fighting hard each day. Fighting to live a life, a life with no worries. A life that will remind me everyday is a precious day, a walk worth remembrance.

And I'm still waiting for that day.

Happy Merdeka Malaysia. :)

Positivity .

My blog's been so down lately. Reading back old posts and comparing it the recent posts, they're totally two different sides. Two years ago, that's when I felt this happiness that I thought I should share out. Two years later, happy or not, I decide not to say anything about it. I don't want to jinx my own life. I'm so superstitious but really I can't help it.

I need to have more positive energy in me. I got to start pushing myself back up to the top. :)