Last Day of August Already?

Time flies really fast eh? People leaving one by one. This is life after all. You get to know new people, be close and then separate when the time comes. Not just friendships, but family and relationships as well. Just name it. I guess today's one of those days where I started thinking how my life has been for the past few years.

It was awesome, undeniably awesome. There were cracks here and there but it will always be good in no time. Sometimes, I will think, how come I fought for so long but it brings me to almost nothing? But most of the times, I think that someday, things will change just like the way you expected it to be.

Whatever happens, happens. I won't blame nor deny the fact. I shall accept it whole heartedly. I'm still fighting hard each day. Fighting to live a life, a life with no worries. A life that will remind me everyday is a precious day, a walk worth remembrance.

And I'm still waiting for that day.

Happy Merdeka Malaysia. :)

Positivity .

My blog's been so down lately. Reading back old posts and comparing it the recent posts, they're totally two different sides. Two years ago, that's when I felt this happiness that I thought I should share out. Two years later, happy or not, I decide not to say anything about it. I don't want to jinx my own life. I'm so superstitious but really I can't help it.

I need to have more positive energy in me. I got to start pushing myself back up to the top. :)

To Anonymous .

I came across a random blog I've recently read. Someone whom I don't know, probably will never know too for the rest of my life. But I guess that girl is really hurt now. One of her blog entries made me realised something I've felt before. It stung me. The feeling of knowing that this person was being mistreated reminded me a whole lot of things.

Are all of them the same? Are we girls similar too? Why are we caring so much? Will it be all worthwhile? There were so many questions in my head. What if it's the other way round instead? Maybe it will be better.

And at one point, I felt what she felt exactly at that moment. It made me tear. I've never felt so much before when reading someone's blog but this time, its different. I just hope she can recover soon because it will never be worth it. Smile, it will make you feel different. :)

2 weeks from now .

So I supposed things are getting better. I hope to the those who I know of also will have improved situations. Heh. 2 weeks from now, it's gonna be just the 11 of us and the island. Can't wait for it. Gonna be taking lots of photos. It's just like a year ago when we went to Perhentian. The excitement to hear the sound of the waves and stepping on warm sand. :)

It's gonna be good. I have this feeling that it will be. Let's just hope for the best. Assignment deadlines are all getting nearer. Hopefully everything will be done before the trip so that I can enjoy it to the maximum point. :D

Let's see if miracles happen. But seriously not hoping for anything cause expectations lead to disappointments. Yes, it's a damn important lesson that I've learnt throughout the years.

I'm still awesome LOL.