A Review of My 2008.

Each book has its own chapters and no one knows what will come next, not till you're at that page itself. Some have lessons behind each chapter while the others are just minor parts to lengthen the storyline.

Same goes to life ; except that it's a never-ending book.

If you've read my blog for the whole year, I'm pretty sure you know at least 70% of my life. True enough, I have had my I-want-to-leave-and-never-come-back moments but there are always memories that have held me back from doing so. Memories created by people that matter.

At one point of life, I've chosen to walk out instead of staying. Though once in a while, I wished I've never done so but whenever I looked back, I realised that everything's better now. Much better.

At another chapter, I've chosen to hold on instead of letting go. No matter how long I have realised that hopes are not meant for me, I still hoped that miracles would happen. Instead, I had to face disappointments over and over again.

There was also the time when I had to make my own decision, I did not care what the others felt and said. Maybe they have disagreed with me the whole time but I am selfish like that. I rather hurt everyone else but will not give a chance to those who had intentions to hurt me.

You must be thinking now that I'm always that mean but I am not. The incidents happened throughout the year were the ones that really changed me into a different person. I used to care what people think about me but now, I won't even bother what people have to say about me. Like me, stay. Hate me, leave.

As for 2008, I hated you. But if it weren't for another year of challenges, I wouldn't grow up. I wouldn't learn. I wouldn't have the guts to take a step forward and not regret every step that I've made.

Maybe I've changed for the better in one's eyes but for the worse in another's point of view. It is just their perceptions. As for me? I don't know if I like the current changes in me but one thing's for sure, my year has been a restless one. :)

Nevertheless, 2008 would have been different if there were no high school moments, outings, study groups, seminars, tuition friends, tons of embarrassment followed by laughter, emo sessions and random disagreements. Now, let us all move on without forgetting each other, shall we? :)

Au revoir, 2008.

SBU Reunion.

Woke up at 7 yesterday to prepare myself for the outing and also the Undang test. Gotten a 47 this time a.k.a I PASSED MY UNDANG TEST! Nethiya took on the same day too but she was on of the first 20 people who took it and I was the next 20. So she went home first and her driver picked me up at 11ish. Went to TS together after that. A million thanks to Nethiya for willing to fetch me. ;D

We were the latest to arrive room 49 in Neway while 10 of the other people were already singing EMO songs. Kai Vin and Mei Yean left us quite early and so, there were only 10 left in the room itself. Took pictures with each of them but only posted 9 here since the pictures with Jun Yan was a big failure. xD

Zun Zen.
Hon Weng.

Nethiya.

Ze Wei.

Qi Jun.

Wai Kian.

Kah Jun.

Kai Sein.

And out of the 10 people remaining, 6 were wearing white.

The group photo before we leave Neway.

Zewei's hand with the reflection of Kah Jun and I. xD

Headed to Ampang Superbowl later on for 2 bowling games. All played except for Jun Yan and Zun Zen. First game was horrible, so was the second one. Kai Sein won in both games while I only managed to get second in both games. Hon Weng was frustrated at that time. Nethiya's better in bowling now compared to years ago. Qi Jun lost to Zun Zen. Nethiya went off with Thiban. Wai Kian left at 4.45 pm. Zun Zen and Kah Jun left when Kah Jun's done with his turn. Walked to the washroom and Kai Sein disappeared with Jun Yan.

Feeling superbly hungry, Zewei, Qi Jun, Hon Weng and I went to Old Town to fill our stomachs with food. That was my first meal of the day and it was already 6 pm. xD Went off with Zewei separately from Qi Jun and Hon Weng after that.

The colourful bowling shoes.

Thiban.

Zewei and I in the car.

All in all, it was a good outing despite a number of them who weren't there. It was better to see old school friends again. (:

I will be retaking my stupid Undang again later. Yes, I freaking failed it for the first time. Gotten a 41. PFFT. I bet some of you guys are already laughing by now. I'm stupid like that so shut up. -____-

PLEASE DON'T FAIL AGAIN PY. I DON'T WANT IT TO RUIN MY MOOD FOR THE OUTING TOMORROW. T__________T

Emo FM.

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
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keep cutting
like radio lost signal
xD

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
xD
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xD

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
LOL
no
it's cj fm
xD

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
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ok
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or anything sam si
just call

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
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[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
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ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
BINTAI

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
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ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
XD

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
xD

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
ahahahhahaa
my fm is like
emo fm
T_T
so if you feel too happy and cannot control yourself
and you wanna feel sad
can call me
xD

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
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babiness

ο ι ί v ί ά ∞ says:
yer
you got womanizer also
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XD

[c=#FF9D9D][b]с Þ γ ª ⁿ[/b][/c=1] says:
LOL
see
cj fm
=D

***

Inilah unbiological sisterku yang gilakan biology sejak tahun ini. xD

Chong.

To the captain of Shirtliff 08,
To the friend whom I've known for 5 years..

Happy 17th!

You're finally legal for the license. (;