Chen.

To one of my closest, craziest friends..

Happy 17th! ;D

Sorry for not being able to wish you in school today. );

Irony.

Okay, so I'm an irony person but gah, screw it okay. -___- And I am very very snappy these days because I'm tired and stressed out like nobody's business.

Everything's going to be over soon. Yes it is. :) By then, I shall buck up in my studies. I'm feeling stupid already. *heaves a sigh*

My blog is dying. I know. And I'm truly sorry for not updating something nicer instead of this rant. );



I am absofuckinglutely tired. I seriously am.

When you think it's over.

I am working myself out too much. Sorry for the lack of updates. Been really busy with school. I just feel like giving up every single thing right at this moment.

Wednesday's was the Education Fair in my school and because I was part of the committee, I'd to be at the Skylite for the whole day. From editting the Programme Booklet for 5 times so that it can be used today to running up and down to make sure my duty is done well. I'm turning into a perfectionist which is in a way, bad, for me. I won't bother explaining why though. Came home and slept for 10 hours straight.

That has proven how tired I was and if I were to calculate the total number of hours of sleep I should have had since 5 years ago, a day of 10 hours sleep is not enough. :)

Oh, and today, the Indonesians came to our school. They told us that they'll reach by 11 but they came at 1 pm. Come on lah, how to arrive in KL at 11 when you departed at 9.30 am from Indonesia? -____- Made us wait like idiots and since I am quite an impatient person, I decided to be at practice by 1.45 pm. I hate waiting for more than 2 hours, honestly. -____-



Anyhoos, two weeks from now, my updates will be lesser than it already is. My apologies.

I have my stand.

Mondays are always, always the most hectic day of the week. Because of this, I am always tired at an earlier time compared to any other days. I hate rushing. I really do. So please forgive me if I am in my B.F. mood.

By the way, if you think I am easily defeated, threatened or whatsoever, let me tell you something. I am NOT easily threatened. Don't even think that just because I do not do what I'm told to, I will feel extremely bad and then end up giving in to it. Yes, I do admit that I will feel bad for it but I have my reasons when I do not give full details.

I am not that ordinary me anymore. If you think you know me, think again. Don't judge me when you don't know me long enough.

And once again, my apologies for the Bitch Fit mood I'm currently having. Please do not feel disturbed by this post. Goodnight. :)

The Big Wide Smile.

I am insane. Besides the fact that I have been smiling for the past few days, I am also currently smiling to myself like nobody's business.

NO DETAILS WILL BE GIVEN.

..and so, don't bother asking. ;p

Though sometimes temporary happiness might turn out to be a huge disappointment someday, but teehee, I am a happy girl today. That's what matters most right at this moment.



Thank you for everything. (;